detox myself before i feast again for xmas all the way to cny!
HAHAHA!
Cannot study alr. To the extent I feel like vomiting alr. Yeah. Excessive memorizing works overturns my stomach.
Am already in holiday mood! But I cannot be complacent! I hope I do well this time to maintain my results do that I can slack for my last sem. Yeah really slacking because I will have ample no sch days!
Thinking of getting some temp jobs. Like part time jobs. Once or twice a week kind. So that I can earn money to pay for my grad trip airfares. Lol! And enough allowance for me to shop! If there's any lobang PLEASE CONTACT ME!
2012 has passed very fast ah! About 7 months of Internship. And 3.5 months of studying. And it's already December!
So many things to do this one month holidays!
Do FYP! So that I can slack next sem
Go Legoland with huan ken and darling
Xmas parties so many!
All the meeting up!
Okay I am thinking of my grad trip alr. Hmm like to give up on NZ or Australia because it will be winter when I go. So traveling with all those winter wears will be too bulky and inconvenient. Asia countries. Either Japan or Korea! Although I will prefer Korea. Haha! Cuz I wanna cycle around Jeju Island. And there's also parasailing and bungee!
USA and Europe seems TOOO far for me now. No money and don't wanna go these places yet. Haha.
OKAY BACK TO MUGGING.
i think im balding!
dropping so much hair!!
im scared :(
HAHA!
I dreamt that I went on a date with LEE SEUNG GI! Gosh! He chauffeured me around in his Posh Cars! I can only rmb this Porsche that he picked me up in. Haha! We went for a few lunch dates and he will pick me up from work. ARGH!! Going crazy while posting this! Hahaha! I don't know which country am I in in the dream. But there's Disneyland. And my friends are in it too.
It's like there is this flawless awesome handsome and gentle man being so close to me in my dream! That I think I will melt immediately.
So sad why I wake up!
Haha. I must be stressed out from school that my soul is having some escapade. To somewhere nice. Hahaha!
LEE SEUNG GI LOVE!
is really tiring..
FYP
is even more tiring...
Haha! I won't go and ask her if she is alright? Or feeling better? Cuz those answers are all fake. Lol. But sometimes frens are concerned. But dunno how to start the topic. So we tend to use "are you okay?"
Oh ya. I still think people need to learn the hard way. People need to experience pain then they learn. Its really saddening to See her blog contents almost everyday. But I don't really intend to go ask her anything about it. Partly also cause I also no time. HAHA! I say all these cuz I feel that I have been thru it. Although the extend or aptitude is diff, but still it's the same.
Usually 旁观者清, but human usually never listen to advise. They need to see and wake up to their senses and see that things are no longer the same. Yeah. 自欺欺人. That's how human comfort themselves. Maybe I felt she be better if she let go. Although she will feel like shit and miserable and depressed. She may also say she never fall in love or never going Into any relationships again. But well. We can never predict the future. Yeah the next one may be a substitute. Or she may not love the next one so much. But well. 人都是犯贱的. One day she will realize she has already been through the darkest days.
HAHA! I also dunno what am I writing.
list of DEADLINES to constantly remind myself.. 13 13 13 13 13.. what a bad number. lol.
BLESS ME!
I still don't really like Uni even after going thru it for 1.5years.
Maybe right now I wish I can go work and not study. Haha maybe I work le then I will want to come back study.
But nevertheless l hope these last two sem won't disappoint me. For I still pin a high hope. Yeah let me grad with a second lower. Lol. Exams is in dec but I shall pray to the bell curve god now. Bless me with a shun shun final year. :D
From a very sincere student,
Song Peizhen
NTU ENE YEAR 4.
Haha :)
i wish none of this will happen ..
i feel so sad for them
After which we played HEART ATTACK and whoever lost had to drink. It was so damn funny. Especially when we all cheated, peeking at other's cards and shouting HEART ATTACK for others. When Leonard started to dive his hands into de middle of the table when he wasn't the one heart attacking, but the person next to him! Lol. Really laughed like crazy!
Next we played another game whereby we had to rmb other's "name". For example, we named ourselves other people's name, and if we drew de same card we had to shout de person's "name". Hahaha! That was really funny when you see other's "EH EH EH AH AH AH" and pointing at each other. Lol! We also named ourselves the different MRT name. With Ailing's giving de EASIEST station "KOVAN" and Ced Qiqi and Leo naming themselves Bukit Panjang, Bukit Gombak And Bukit Batok respectively. The funniest part was when they themselves also confused! HAHA!
Really an awesome and wonderful national day night! Gotta have such day occasionally to bond such friendships! :D
But still quite a unique experience.
Going thai soon! Cant wait to shop and massage and be a tai tai there. Haha
:( don’t want sch to start again.
sososososososososososo lousy.
sianz 1/2
Darling's Birthday Celebration at Dozo Japanese Fusion Fine Dining =)
At Family Chalet
this RION boy so damn cute. putting him on my whatsapp wallpaper will make my day better hahaha
BATHED AND SMELLING NICE!
the angry bird bros
Happy Ever Laughter with Muhd at Esplanade =)
AND MY LONG AWAITED! LEE SEUNG GI'S CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!!!! =D
to the end of 19 years of education.
some of my frens are graduating this year and i see them posting photos of their Grad Trip.
ahhh really hope my grad trip can come true too!
NEW ZEALAND PLEASE WAIT FOR ME!!!
=D
Because I Miss You - Jung Yong Hwa Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day 늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루 Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all I just want to smile, want to forget everything Just like absolutely nothing has happened 아무일 아는 듯 그렇게 smiling to live my days Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much 그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서 Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you 매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요 Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much 보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서 Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name It’s the same today I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind 난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이 No, no, now I still can’t let you go Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much 그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서 Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you 매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요 Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much 보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서 Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name It’s the same today Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do? 하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요 Love you, love you, I love you 사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요 I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words 미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요 My late confession, can you hear it I love you
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo