Sunday, May 28, 2006
YTD was the 1st day me nv msg wc.. 1st tym.. eva since i started msg him.. wel.. i'm quite happy dat i manage to do it.. but i still miss him though.. =p.. well.. i will call him & qh tonite.. wishing em good luck.. & remind them to bring their chinese dictionary for tml Os... GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE IN S'PORE.. haha.. den will msg him, qh, gavin, wei tml morning again.. LOL...
miss u
Saturday, May 27, 2006
haha...today we had our MOI.. haha.. i tot i did well la.. not bad.. i got wad i wanted.. which was to teach the "cadets" saluting on the march.. "memberi hormat semasa berjalan hormat hadapan hormat.. haha.. naqib WAS so funny kae.. haha.. MAZni too!!! haha.. we laughed till siao.. zong yao.. haha.. we ALL sabotaged him la.. all purposely did wrongly.. LOL.. but HE DID well.. flexible enough.. can handled us.. LOL.. haha.. nevertheless.. we ALL did well la.. after our lunch... we played bball wif my sec 2s la.. well.. they won... actually i tot ah.. we wun lose de leh.. CUZ WE ALL JUZ FINISHED OUR LUNCH..!! DAMN FULL LA... HAVEN DISGEST HOW TO PLAY PROPERLY!!! RIGHT????!!! haha... excuses.. haha.. but it was true..
hmmm.. i was almost standing next to qh for our promotion test la.. hmm.. aiya.. i admit la.. HE'S CUTEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! haha.. very la.. esp when he wore his full u dat tym.. haha.. looked at him i aso can laugh la.. =p..
hmmmm... one sad thing..me & weicong cant msg anymore le.. his hp bill $70+.. haiz.. now no more sms.. no more msn.. WAH.. i will miss him la.. i miss all our msn talks.. i miss those "mid yr exam" period.. when we sms each other excessively.. ARGH!!! my zhu gor gor.. WO HAO XIANG LIAN NI ah.. wah.. i dunno how to tahan all these nites la.. no more good nite by him.. no more suaning.. haiz.. but i tink he will still treat me as best fren de.. =p...
i hope i can talk to u soon =)
Friday, May 26, 2006
read some of my juniors blog.. haha.. their comments of ME!!!! haha
joan's :
ma'am peizhen
you may think i am bias but this ma'am is one of the best u can find. she is funny, understanding although my first impression of her is tt she would be damn strict. she took our squard for 1 yr. since the june camp when we were sec1. i think she n sir melvin were the crucial ones that train us in drills n help us pass our promotion test. must thank her alot. so my message to her is that, ma'am, thank u for all the help n care u showed for us. u are one cute, cool and great NCO. hope u will get gd grades for ur Os. plus, rock on , ex vc of campcraft team!
haha.. still trying to get some of their blog... =)
Thursday, May 25, 2006
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CALLED WEICONG.. BUT HIS PHONE IS OFF!!!!! DUN TELL ME HIS MUM CONFISCATED HIS PHONE... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH MAN!!! i'm like missing wc so much la... DAMN!! wad the bloody hell pZ thinking la.. well.. i din talk to him today at all.. during skul hrs we nv talk de.. oni tok when we all go home together.. on e bus dat tym oni.. so.. today was parents' day ma.. so he went home wif his mum & sis lor.. me went home wif qh & alex .. saw mai on e bus.. wonder how is he now.. i wan to tok to him so much la.. i dunno y la.. can tok to him i happy le..
i'm in a dilemma... so confused.. so frustrating.. i tink my feelings for qh fading le la.. but i still like him a lot as a fren.. as sth else i really not sure anymore... it's like e feeling come & go.. suddenly like him.. suddenly dun... & i tink i like wc la.... DAMN!! how could tis happen to me~~~~~~ one day nv tok to him.. i feel like i'm gonna die like dat.. well... but i dun wan to sms him 1st.. it's like very wad la.. always gal msg a guy 1st.. & i tink wo yi xiang qing yuan la.. haiz.. oh man!!!! i miss our msn talks.. I MISS IT SO MUCH LA.... we crapped so much together.. so fun can!! even if i'm depressed.. i tok to him le.. i becum happy.. my zhu gor gor.. (^(oo)^)... i want him so badly.. *ARGH... pZ gonna crazy... SHE SHOULD NOT EVEN BE THINKING OF ALL THESE IN THE 1ST PLACE LA!!!!!!!! *... now no more msn talks le.. i'm so sadddd abt it.. really.... i wan to get into the same skul as him & qh... meridian JC.. knn.. cannot apply for DSA.. haiz.. muz chiong for prelims liao.. get good results for prelims & apply for PSD.. kk.. back to topic.. i'm waiting for his sms!!!! ARGH.. i wonder he will sms me tonite not...
I MISS HIM =P
WOW.. juz read zong's & emmi's blog.. theywrote abt me... !! aha..
zong's blog:
"after which. have my campcraft captain! SONG PEIZHEN! pz has a unique hair, fizzy and afro-ish. damn cool. pz loves qihao,. qihao loves pz. they love each other! pz loves to jump in frolic when she sees qh. peizhen rocks coz we r CC captains! we braved thrru all tumultuous situations together. PEIZHEN OLE OLE OLE!"..
haha... stupid zong!!!..
emmi's blog:
peizhen though you may be small in size..you still do alot of BIG and amazing things..see..so what if you;re small hor..you're the one who erected the flagpole right!!..so high yet you managed!!..=]..great squadmate with a great personality to match..im amazed at your oh so positive attitude bout everything..i sometimes wonder how you do it..great leader small one..=P..
yeah!!!! =))
ROD coming... this TKNPCC joruney coming to an end~~~
i hope tis june hol... i can spend lots of tym wif wc & qh... =P
Sunday, May 21, 2006
wah.. i see all my squadmates talking abt their life in NP.. our very last training on the 19.05.06... i aso decided my whole sec life in NP...
tknpcc brought me happiness... hatred... sufferings... sadness... i learnt alot of tings too.. the bonds btw e whole unit.. wif my squadmates.. wif my sec 2... it's juz seemed like ytd when i joined np 4 yrs ago.. & now.. it's the end of the chp..
[sec 1]
well.. actually my interview in sec 1 failed.. & i tot i could not join np le.. but i still went for e training.. & mdm ong decided to let me join.. well.. during my cca recruitment.. it was tkd dat make me put np as my 3rd choice.. my 1st choice was basketball [ which i tot got gals team].. 2nd choice was badminton.. i went for e audition but half way i left le.. so not recruited.. & so my cca was npcc.. ma'am faridah, ma'am catherine, sir marvyn, sir nazri & one ma'am which i 4got e name was my ICs.. they were very nice.. but the tym we spent wif them was juz a short period of tym.. & by mid yr, sir lionel, sir yangwei, ma'am aisyah & ma'am jennifer were our ICs.. frankly.. I LOVE THEIR BATCH THE MOST.. altho start tym i already started to show attitude.. they were still very nice to me.. & i'm touched actually.. passed my LCP & got promoted..
[sec 2]..
well.. sec 2 was acutally my rebellious yr.. i was so damn attitude towards npcc.. & i felt that the extra pt training every tue was bullshit.. was useless... wasted our precious tym oni.. well.. i kept having e urge to pom np la.. if not for shuhuan.. i tell u.. i sure pom liao.. passed my CPL & promoted to corporal.. lol.. went for my 1st atc.. well.. was so fun.. e whole nite sky filled wif twinkling stars dat u will nv get to see in s'pore.. so damn nice can.. haha.. haiz... i din went for e farewell party dat yr..
[sec 3]..
nco camp.. kayaking.. campcraft.. malacca trip... sec 3 was my busiest yr.. & i started to love nop alot la.. everything was so fun.. everyone seemed to get along beta.. i rmb i got my 1st badge.. our total defence silver badge on my bdae.. 28.01.05... LOL.. i was like so happy la.. alot of memories.. sec 3.. farewell party.. after like 2 yrs in np.. sec 3 was e 1st yr i started to like ppl in my squad... hehe..
[sec 4]..
campcraft campcraft & campcraft.. ROD??? champion... glory.. sergeant.. sad.. ending.. last chp...
TKNPCC [2003-2006].. memories stay... =)
Saturday, May 20, 2006
haha.. i dunno wad to put as my title.. so nv put la...
checked our results ytd... OMG!!! i can die le la.. so damn bad CAN!!!!
L1R5 really 20 tis tym... eng really E8... wah piang... chinese[b3], chem[a2], phy[c5], geog[a2], CH[b4], emaths[a2], amaths[b3]... i'm damn sad for my eng la.. wah.. i must really pay more attention to my eng from now on... dou shi teo kk hai si wo de!!!!!!!!!... stupid summary... tis tym my level position sure drop to last few liao.. cuz FAILED ENG!!!! ='(... class position... top 20 ma... but it's like shit la.. i wan back my top 10.... ARGHHhhh.. qi si ren le...
ytd was my last np training le... my last day wif my squad.. qif my sec 2... i will miss em de~~ we practiced our ROD ytd... wel.. till now not too bad la.. lol.. den games time.. we playing water bombs.. should be the cadets playing de... den becum sec 4 playing!! LOL... everyone is like so wet la.. lol..i bombed qihao alot.. haha... i was like so WET la... lol.. last muster parade.. den interact wif my squad a while den dismiss them le.. my clinque [ me huan fz gav siwei zong ] went day & nite to eat for e last tym..i mean last training le ma.. den we wun be gg there to eat dinner on a fri nite le.. yeah.. eat so much ytd.. LOL.. muz really on diet la.. if not i sure cant wear my prom nite gown de... =P... *qihao din go cuz he got wushu*... lol..
hmmmm... it's like e whole skul noe abt e rumours abt me & qh le la.. lol.. i dunno leh.. haha... i tink i start to like wc le la.. shit la.. haiz... i wan take photos wif them on prom nite!!!!!!! haha...
crazy pZ =P
Thursday, May 18, 2006
today no skul.. cuz in lieu wif the election.. so today my skul off... yeah..
watched soccer in e morning.. woke up at 2.37am.. lol... awoke by weicong's sms.. lalala.. wow.. thot tat arsenal gonna win le after they scored a goal in the 1st half.. but "the ball is round".. u wun noe the results until everything ends.. yeah.. barcelona scored 2 goals in e last 30 mins of the whole UEFA CHAMPION LEAGUE.. lol.. ya.. halfway.. me & weicong did sms la.. den i found out minkai & yingcong aso next to him.. ya.. so i nv msg him le.. in case they 2 suspected anyting.. lol.. den the whole game ended le.. weicong sms-ed me.. "qu sui ba xiao zhu.. haha".. lol.. den i replied back " ni zai gan wo qu sui ah? ".. haha.. he said "no.. guan xing.. haha.."... haha.. ya.. so b4 i fell aslp.. i sms him..
woke up at ard 10.. den bathed & went eat breakfast wif peiying.. haha.. den came back home.. read book while lying down & fell aslp again.. lol.. reading book is e best way for me to slp la!! =P.. xiao zhu ma =P... (^(oo)^)..
haiz.. weicong com spoilt again!!!! qi si ren le la.. haiz.. i cant chat wif him on msn again le.. we loves msn talks.. haiz.. den now my sms aso exceeds le.. haiz.. cant sms also.. very frustrating u noe!!... ok la.. i eh... do miss him la.. well.. i tink i starts to like wc le??? !! ~~.. aiya.. so confusing la... i aso dunno i still like qh not.. haiz..
while i was bathing juz now.. i was thinking la.. i tink after my Os.. well.. after we graduated.. which i tink most probably in e holidays.. i will confess to qh & wc dat i like them b4.. hmmm... aso dunno who i fancy by yr ends... ya.. dat will be my plan la..
tml will be my last day taking my squad le be i ROD on e last day of their june camp.. i guess i will miss them... ~~
pop princess by e click 5... very nice... i like e chorus ba.. damn nice.. lalala~~~
pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me inside out
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud
=)... tml will be a beta dae ~~~
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
qh's nick he put "zhong yu ming bai gai fang shou... maybe it is time to give up"... ARGHHHH
i asked him wad he means.. he die die aso dun wan tell me.. tell me it's results.. but i dun believe la.. argh......... i having mixed feelings now la... i dunno wad to do!!! if dat's really toking abt me.. i tell u ... i will cry... i will be damn sad....cuz tis opportunity juz bypass me... i will definitely cant take it de... =(.. argh
results back le..
eng failed.. E8.. haiz.. summary i got oni 4/25 la.. dammit.. failed compre again.. but at least i improve le la.. from 5 to 10.. not bad liao le.. geog amaths chem a2.. i hope my combined humanities tis tym can get a1.. cuz ss i got 40/50... phy.. aiya.. forget it.. c5.. expected la.. nv fail already very happy le.. chinese.. i hope can get b3 la.. altho now.. there's a very high possiblity dat i will get b4.. history gettin back tml.. emaths i tink i get b4 le la.. haiz.. wah.. cuz fail eng so cant use chinese as one of my L1.. so.. let me count.. my L1R5 is abt .. omg ..20!!! wah piang.. my worse results eva man!!
YEAH!!! qh finally passed amaths.. 62 leh.. b4 la.. from f9 to b4... YEAH!! i'm so happy for him.. but his emaths he got f9.. diao.......
Sunday, May 14, 2006
wah.. i tot to wc alot tis wk la.. i mean last wk.. he's actually my zhu ah gong de.. den i his xiao zhu.. now becum his xiao zhu mei mei.. he's my zhu gor gor.. haha.. he called me 1st de.. on sat.. 130605... he sms me 1st.. he said he sad cuz i nv sms him!! he sad dat he sms me 1st!!.. lol.. den he told me moritz alex wan him to help them train maple.. den he said he dun care them.. he helped me train oni... he also told me he missed all the msn talks when his com broke down.. haha.. i VERY SAD i cant talked to him la.. we both very sad.. i even told him abt my illness on fri when i was very sad... he told me he will be my fren no matter wad =D.. he will stayed by my side.. we will still kip in contact even after our grad... =)
tis was wad i wrote in my diary on e 9th of may o6:
~ OMG!!!.. i really dunno wad i'm thinking abt now.. so confused.. so frustrating!! i dunnno who to find to talk abt tis.. cuz i really dun wan anyone to noe abt tis.. i juz tink i'm gonna be dead soo.. i tink wo zai yi jiao ta liang chuan ='(.. oh my!! i seriously nid to pen down everything dat's in my heart now.. if not i sure cant slp tonite de.. eva since after campcraft.. i got to noe weicong.. he started to talk to me 1st.. on msn.. den we started to xchange phone no.. & started sms-ing.. EVERYDAY W/O FAIL!!!.. <--- oni on those days when his phone nid to go repair.. on msn.. i sure tok to him de.. slowly.. i started to trust him.. believe him & tell him lots of things.. i een told him i like qh.. we will definitely go home 2gether de.. we will juz wait for each other no matter wad.. like on e 29.04.06.. sat.. after my lessons.. he promised me he will accompany me take bus home & i went to katong mall to find him.. den on 02.05.06.. tue.. my papers end very late dat day.. at 4.30pm.. his ended at 4pm.. bt he waited for me.. one day.. we even saw his mum & his mum misunderstood us.. suddenly i wanted to play back maple.. he volunteered to train me.. help me.. he even sacrificed his weekends' nite to play for me.. help me lvl up.. he was seriously v.nice to me.. i enjoyed talking to him on sms.. on msn.. on sunday 070506.. i told him i will be gg online.. altho he haven finish studying.. he still came online for the sake of me.. den i told him i wan him to go study.. bt he die die also wan me to go online.. cuz i wan to tok to him.. we haf been sms-ing each other alot everyday.. 1 day mini 40 msg..ytd.. i was supposed to study for my amaths.. in e end.. i wanted to talk to him on msn so i went online.. den i dun feel like studying liao.. we tok alot dat day.. he told me i'm already saved in his best fren list le.. n i told him he's aso one of my best fren le.. he told me he enjoyed talking to me.. haha.. me too =)).. & we both noe abt it.. he apologised to me for making me sad on sunday.. today we tok on e fone.. i tink awhile oni.. ard 10 mins.. we juz kept suaning each other.. becuz he forget to bring his key.. so he'll have to sit outside until his mum or sis cum back.. so i sms asked him whether he wan me call him not.. so dat he wun feel bored.. he said suibian.. i replied no suibian.. i aso dunno whether he wan tok to me nt.. he replied he wan.. bt he wan me to start a topic =).. den suddenly cut off cuz his fone no batt.. bt he called back later to say sorry.. he said if gt any qn abt maple.. can call him to ask him.. i tink he slp le.. cuz he nv reply my msg.. & now.. i felt so troubled.. i really wonder i still like qh or i'm starting to like wc.. =(
