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when can we get our cc results.. damn PA.. so damn slow.. can calculate the marks faster not.. we cant wait le la.. everyday go to skul juz waiting to noe e results.. haiz... it's juz antoher boring day.. nth interesting happened.. today me nv go home wif qi hao.. eh.. i aso dunno how i feel la.. but i will be seeing him tml??? haha.. got cc ma.. den can go home together too =)).. haha.. i seriously dunno my feelings for him.. but i doubt he will like me de.. he wun like me de.. =(( dun be sadd pz.. somemore.. if qi hao really likes pz.. he aso wun say out de.. he juz wun.. cuz i noe he wun.. haiz.. another sad story for pz.. pz sometimes does wonder if she likes qi hao not.. n she's unsure of it herself.. she wants to gif herself one more chance.. bt she is afraid she will get hurt again.. n cant be fren wif qi hao again.. i nv tot dat i will actually likes qihao.. so damn weird la.. all started of e farewell party i tink.. cuz of e dance.. "it's the way you make me feel".. haiz... pz be happie=))...
Monday, February 27, 2006
lol... today everyone.. i mean the whole cc team so nervous abt e results la.. i hope it will be out asap.. i hope is tml.. i dun wan to cry of saddness... i'm worried i cant take it.. i wan to scream & shout & cry out in happiness... lol.. today dam crap la.. after our supplementary lessons.. me fz huan & gav waiting for siwei & qihao ma.. cuz they having tests today.. both chem & phy.. den they kept saying me & qihao together la.. me dam pai seh le so i walked off 1st.. den they kept asking qi hao to catch up wif me.. lol.. wtH.. in e end qi hao & wei cong walked in front.. fz & gavin in e middle.. den me huan & wei behind.. we decided to walk the back lane.. den i dunno wad gav & fz told qihao la.. from wad i heard from fz.. she told qi hao dat my leg suddenly very pain.. could not walk.. den fz told me qi hao immediately walked back to find me.. wtH la.. damn pai seh la... sianz... i dunno abt my feelings for him.. i dun tink i like him la.. i dun wan to hurt myself nor hurt him.. SO.. dun like beta la!! haha.. =))
Sunday, February 26, 2006
wahahaha... finally got sir to upload all the pics we took ytd.. 25th feb 2oo6..
after our gals com.. b4 we leave... haha.. our memotoes.. or wadeva it's called...
the tk campcraft team.. comprises of the team[like DUH]..
our wonderful instructors.. n ms nani.. =D
a formal one.. haha.. look at our happy faces!! =))
taken wif SIR KELVYN.. haha.. his pose.. haha.. walao..
damn funny la.. haha.. we love tis photo e best la.. =P
fun shot 1
fun shot 2 =))
tis was taken on e 18th feb o6.. on e coach.. after their com.. all so happy
hmmm... after their com.. sitting down.. waiting for judging..
Saturday, February 25, 2006
haha... today is the 25th feb 2oo6... saturday... juz came back home from CAMPCRAFT GIRLS PRELIMSARY.. aha... i tink we did well.. haha.. the boys said was very good.. instructors also praised us like dat.. but for e gals.. we tink dat oni shelter was almost perfect.. me & fz not satisfied wif our flagstaff.. esp.. my clove hitches.. i tink it was so untidy.. so ugly.. i oni satisfied wif my round lashings.. i tink today's round lashings was e best i had eva done so far la.. haha.. den i tink i nv check e gadget properly.. haiz... sorrie ling ling.. but fz told me e judges.. most judges said not bad.. very good.. haha.. den e judges for e flagstaff rite.. one said if we can get into finals.. we muz improve on our halyard.. cuz v.untidy.. even i aso tink is untidy.. i heard le more sad la.. den another judge came to check on e round lashings.. e tension of e guylines & shaked e flagstaff.. haha.. got good tension sia.. haha.. i asked him whether if he has any qn to ask.. he said nope.. & said "VERY GOOD".. haha.. i heard le me more happy n relax le.. haha.. i tink one of e female judge liked our shlter alot la.. she told us to lie inside e shelter for her to c.. & she said very good... !! haha.. we went out of e pitch wif happiness la.. haha... we cheered!! haha.. tkg not bad.. nanyang gals 2nd team.. haha.. byebye.. haha.. jurong town good.. cedar good.. nanyang gals 1st team good.. eh.. i tink we got high chance of getting into e finals la.. haha.. but i still kip my fingers cross... will be waiting for results tis wk la.. we took tons of photos..!! will upload once they sen to me.. haha... was so happy... haha.. went to eat dinner as celebration!! haha... tkcampcraft team 2oo6 rawks..
Thursday, February 23, 2006
i din go to skul today again.. n i miss cc training today again.. com is juz 2 days away.. i REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE i can go.. i dun wan to be e reserve.. i dun wan.. !!! i wan to be on e pitch.. tying my round lashing tight.. step on e 1m intersection.. making sure it's straight..my clove hitches tight.. in e centre.. my man harness in e correct position & no gaps.. putting thru e blue nylon rope.. stuffing in all e loose ends.. holding e base of e flagstaff.. run to e peg indicating e base of e flagpole.. erect e pole.. pull e main guyline.. run to e main peg & tie my guyline.. ask zhiling to hold e pole.. me & fz run to e 2 other pegs to tie our guyline.. run to e gadget.. tie my 2 diagonal lashings.. tight & neat.. wif NO GAPS.. & finish everything by 10 mins plus.. spend e rest of e tym checking!!... & coming out of e pitch.. everything SO NICE & PERFECT!!! waiting for judging.. & gg home wif e feeling dat WE WILL GET INTO E FINALS!!!!.... =))
hmm... ytd gavin gave me a pair of earrings... stars de.. lol.. hmmm... ytd i oni did one trail den i cant take it le.. but my clove hitch was a success but round lashing.. haha.. forget it man.. during e prelims.. it will BE DAMN GOOD LA.. haha.. den ms nani sen me home.. qi hao accompanied me.. lol.. we went mac to eat.. haha.. e scene so familiar.. haha.. cuz e last tym wen my illness relapse.. sir aso asked qi hao to sen me home.. & in e end we went mac to eat.. WAHAHAHA.. lol.. qi hao is SO CUTE!! lol.. he cut his hair la.. so boyish.. haha.. wonder how he looked like when he styled his hair... lol.. i tink ALSO VERY CUTE!! cuz basically he's ALREADY VERY CUTE!! I CANT DENY TIS FACT!!! haha.. i'm gg to take my geog test tis sat.. 730am.. wif qi hao too.. cuz dat tym he missed his test aso.. haha.. den I WILL BE READY TO GET ONTO THE BATTLE FIELD!! & BEAT THE REST OF E SKUL IN TIS YR CAMPCRAFT COMPETITION 2OO6 CUZ I BELIEVE WE CAN!!! =))
gogogo!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
today is e 21st feb... 4 days to e gals prelims.. n i din go to skul today.. cuz my illness relapse again... & for e sake of e com... i'm willing to sacrifice my studies for campcraft at e moment... tis com means alot to me.. 9 mths of hardwork.. for juz a 12min com... trained under e sun for mths.. sunburnt.. blisters.. muscles ached.. i haf been thru alot le.. & tis com is very impt to me.. i dun wan to disappoint my instructors who are willing to spend their time on training us despite of their bz schedule.. esp after reading sir blog.. tis was e part dat i decided to tell e gals abt it..
"training for the competition started last July. from selection, training, changes to the competition, brainstorming, conceptualising, trial and error, more brainstorming, finalising, training on new concept, pushing and pushing, scoldings and high blood pressure, finally, the boys competition has passed. in another 6 days, the girls turn will come.18th feb... its been 2 years since i last had a heart attack. it really seems hopeful when you see new town and chinese high not performing as expected. but i still keep my fingers crossed. when it comes to judging... i always have a feeling the power houses will get their way in. its going to be a real fight this time. the girls competition is going to be tougher with cedar and nanyang girls tkgs jurong west and who knows what underdogs. now that the boys com is over, the girls teams have the chance to go back and pia the next 5 days for a better result. but i should still say, with 5 days, nothing much can be changed unless they are really good. copying ours won be tat easy too since the back was facing the audience and not many ppl had video cameras to take our team.oh gosh... i hate going through this torment. especially this year. really hope my girls can do it. it will be the best thing besides having better than average grades for this sem before i leave."
campcraft here i come... =))
18TH FEB 2oo6 SATURDAY
CAMPCRAFT BOYS PRELIMSARY!!!.. i tink e boys haf already did their best le.. many CIs are impressed wif our shelther & gadget.. caught many attention.. got cameraman too.. however e boys all not satisfied.. LH dam sad abt his clove hitches.. den e shelter ppl said dat e shelter looked ugly from e front.. den siwei kept snapping his twines.. i dam scared la.. i scared dat dey cant finish.. cuz zong dam late den raised e flag la.. we nearly got heart attack.. but wen e flag went up.. everyone cheered.. from my side.. everything looked so perfect la.. i noe LH nearly cried.. i very scared for him.. me cried after we cheered!!.. zong & siwei injured themselves.. i cant control my emotions la.. i dam scared for my flagstaff now.. i scared of using new rope... but i will train wif it de.. gals gonna make it too...
the boys
[4th feb sat ]
fz gave me a dog soft toy in a big die
[6th feb monday]
zong gave me 1 pooh bear bu dao weng , 1 tigger keychain n a frog keychain..
[7th feb tue ]
billibong handbag from ning fann qinyu ppk munyee
[8th feb wed ]
taught qi hao amaths
[9th feb thur ]
zong gave me a wyore keychain & then after cc training.. at e shop there.. he turned tis pooh bear keychain machine n gave me a pooh bear keychain.. these 2 days.. me trying to help qH in both his A n E maths.. siwei gave me a PEN!! for my bdae present.. walao.. i very fed up la.. he biased la.. see wad he gave huan & fz.. den me leh.. haiz... cheapskate pen.. i noe i should not feel tis way la... but me jiu shi bu fu qi.. i asked him go home wrapped nice nice for me..
[10th feb friday ]
i got b3 for my chi O.. me dam sadd la.. today promotion test e thoery dam hard la.. sure die.. lol.. den e MOI so dam farny la.. haha...
[11th feb sat ]
changling gave me a rose one pair of flower earrings one small box wif 2 easers inside.. dne LH ling ling & emmi gave me my bdae card.. haha.. cc trainings..e boys did dam well... i'm sure their hard work will get pay off de..
[12th feb sun]
me & qi Hao went for amaths tuition tutored by sir kelvyn... haha.. at NUS la.. e lib so big.. i told qi hao abt most of my secrets.. those love & relationships de.. i trust him la..
[14th feb tue]
VALENTINE'S DAY!! aka frenship day.. eh.. received lots of goodies such as sweets & choco.. tink e most significent ones are eh... 1 pooh bear keychain from gavin.. a frenship bad from nif.. fann's "peg" & a ferrero rocher choco from qi hao!! haha... & i gave qi hao a pooh bear keychain too.. lol..
[ 15th feb wed]
siwei gave me a ladybird pooh bear keychain..
[ 3rd feb friday ]
darren & hanif gave me a machi maro soft toy & a unique card made by darren.. matthew gave me a flower soft toy wif e word happy bdae.. after skul.. ling ling LH & emmi gave me a v cute photo frame..after skul.. me siwei huan n zong went PA for e cc com 2oo6 balloting day... walao.. i saw hafiz.. my ex.. me huan n siwei din went back skul for our promotion test.. but e 4 of us went to buy e i not stupid too tickets at bedok princess.. we bought for LH ling fang li n gavin.. e show dam farny la.. i laughing all e wae.. haiz.. so sadd qi hao din go..
[ 1st of feb wed ]
MY BDAE PRESENTS!!
zhi peng : glow-in-e-dark pig wrist support..
michelle : handmade handphone keychain.. sweets.. (till now haven finish eating..LOL)..card..
hazi : handphone "rack"..
wenyu janice angelia tracy : pouch & pencil case
izzatul : a pair of stars earrings... dam nice la..
tQ : A CARD!!!! computerised de...
tQ told hanif to pass to me.. & when i read it, i caried.. dam touched la.. suddenly images of us together flashed in front of my eyes.. oni mai mai huan changling & erlina saw it.. i seriously nv expect him to gif me anything.. i guess tis is e best present tis yr.. i showed it to qi hao & gavin too... e cover wrote " Happy Birthday, Peizhen-- from me who think you're the greatest-- Guess lah!! ".. den i opened it.. on e left wrote " dont walk in front of me, i may not follow; don't walk behind me, i may not lead; JUST WALK BESIDE ME AS MY FRIEND.." on e right was e msg from him to me:...
"Yo..npcc freak! Everyday see you hardwork at the field nail there,nail here.. So how's Sec Four life? Very tiring rite.. just want to say Happy Birthday and hope all Ur wishes will come true. And study hard for the Os, don't slack around. Oh ya, i want to ask how we sound like during the Chinese New Year comcert? We sound shity rite? Oh ya, not forgetting, forgive me for everything that I've done bad to you. Sorrie ok? i really mean it and just want to cheer myself up.. Sorrie for the late card, don't get angry ok? And last but not least, i want to wish U once again..
HAPPY BRITHDAY!
peace,
TaufiQ"
no one can undastan how i feel after i read dat.. i can swear dat i love him as a fren alot.. i really nv expect anything from him la.. tink tis yr is one of my happiest bdae of my life ba.. i will nv forget him for life.. on of my best pal.. TaufiQ Abdul Malek..lol.. =P.. n if i can reply him.. tis will be wad i will rite to him..
"wonderful fren,
i nv expect u to gif me a nicely-made bdae card from u.. n wen i received it, i'm overwhelmed wif joy.. undescrible joy.. i promise u i will study hard for my Os.. u muz nv gif up too.. hold on there till the very very end.. n if u nid any helping hand, i will be very happie to help.. no matter how shity u sang during e concert, to me, i tink u haf a very soothing n pleasant voice.. n i like it.. n i tink u can be an idol one day.. n i will be looking forward 4 dat day to come.. frankly speaking, i cant rmb anything dat u did bad to me.. all i can rmb was e joy, laughter, happiness, great, wonderful, comfortable, loving & caring tym u gave me.. i nv regret havingu as my fren cuz i tink u are one of the most wonderful fren i eva had & i will rmb u 4 life.. also speaking from my e bottom of my heart, i NV REGRET liking u.. n i tink it's my fate dat i could sit nxt to u for e whole sec 2 yr.. u helped to insert all e great memories into my heart.. n all those loving moments, all those happy moments will live wif me till i part.. i haf nv been angry wif u b4.. relax.. sumtym.. i wonder if u treat me as one of ur great fren.. i hope i m.. anyway at e end of the day.. i still wan to thx u on e card n all e beautiful memories u had given me.. although e tym we spent together was juz ard 1 yr..
i love u as a fren alot.. n i mean it...
love,
peizhen..."
tis was was i really feel like telling him.. he really makes me learn alot of things abt life.. we should be open.. wen it's tym to let go.. let go.. nv live in e past.. i love u tQ.. but i noe i will nv dare to tell him all these.. nvm.. pz will still be a Happy gal & tQ qill live in her forever.. =))
