Sunday, April 17, 2011
It suddenly dawned on me that getting old is very scary.
I was scare out of my wits this morning. My dad called me while all of us were sleeping. Asking me to wake both my sis up, hurry wash up and go to my grandma's place. At that moment, I was already thinking of the worst.
I know I'm not a filial granddaughter. I did not visit her when she was hospitalized for three weeks. The only time I went to the hospital, I realized I did not being my ic nor ezlink, hence the staff did not allow me to go up the visiting ward. So all these weeks, I just hear from my dad that grandma is feeling good inside, and that she is still bubbly talking. So I just assumed she will be back home soon, safe and sound.
While on my way to my grandma's house, tears blurred my eyesight and flow freely down. I know I should not be thinking of the worst.
I saw grandma lying on the bed, so weak and bony. I greeted her, to let her know my sis and I had come to visit her. I was feeling scared, really scared...
All I hope things will get better. I will still like to see her every sat when I go up for dinner, she sitting at the dining table with us.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Saw huan's blog...
Did some reflection and recalled some happy and sad memories of frens...
We were all happier when we were younger. As we grow up, we see how ugly the society and people are around us.
SOME people are retards. ( I know it's wrong to bitch about ppl but this one person I just dislike getting near him because listening to him talk make one turns stupid. He thinks he is an entertainer and everyone enjoy being with him)
In your heart, you know who are the true ones who will stay with you even if two ppl have not talk for a long time. You just know it.
Realize there are some retards around me.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Just some random thoughts
很多时候，想要的东西并不会是能得到的。如果真的让你得到了，也可能会很不开心。
Monday, April 04, 2011
insight of my Structures Lecture:
"to find the deflection of the slope, draw a tangent "lies" (line).
the "porn" (point) loads act at A. use LG "bra" (algebra) and solve the "cock"wise (clockwise) moment to find the angle. find another "porn" (point) when the deflection is zero.
but "TONE" (dont) worry AH, i am very "Lies" (nice), exams wont come out so difficult AH.
But i "TONE"(dont) know WHY but i like to give "porn" (point) moment in the questions. "
Hong-ki slang aH...