Saturday, March 27, 2010
i lost myself somewhere.
Friday, March 26, 2010
terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible
BACKACHE!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
im in a seriously good mood!
cannot remember when was the last time i feel so happy.
maybe because there's nothing for me to bother with already.
work has been great so far, with a few great colleagues to have lunch with.
have been working OT for the past few days to finish my tons of data collection.
but at least im enjoying what im doing now, and i feel a great sense of satisfaction after i complete my task.
p.s 解脱的感觉真好
没了以前的悲伤，难过，心痛，郁闷
我领悟了，我要找回自己，不可以活在自欺欺人的幻想里
我知道我放下了，因为当我听到一些让我联想到你的歌，我不再哭泣
有机会，我也不希望回到从前，因为我真的伤得好重，泪也哭干了，心疼得麻了
我变得非常情绪化，犹如我的心每天都在程坐过山车
别再等那些不该等的人
自己知道没有机会，又何必让自己难受呢？
也许离开，会让彼此有更多呼吸的空间
你不让我上那艘船，我也只好回头，为自己建了个小木舟，慢慢的划走了
我也希望你回学会放下，找回自己的影子，开心的生活
Saturday, March 20, 2010
goodbye.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
wondering if i myself is running away/avoiding/dont bother or is everything is really drifting apart.
i dont know the answer.
beautiful places, arent them?
but sadly, they are vanishing.
the two photos below totally portrays two different seasons of the year.
one place, two seasons and two different emotions.
sunset: awaiting a brand new experience the next day
winter: other than physically cold, the whole atmosphere feels cold too, with no living things around. it's the time when everyone prefers to hypernate at home.
baobab tress in madagascar! cute ar
and singapore is ranked 40th in the happiness index.quite a nice skyline eh.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
seriously i miss my younger days.
my contagious laughter gone.
my crazy self gone.
and we can never go back to the past, so no point dwelling on it.
and life is getting really restless these days.
now i understand why studying is so much better than working life.
1 week of work only im already suffering from stiff neck, backache and stiff knees.
and indigestion!
Saturday, March 13, 2010
yes i do agree with what hz said.
you cannot let go, because it's something you can never get.
and because it's something you cannot get, it will be the best.
因为得不到，所以放不下。
而因为这样，所以也会是最好的。
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
so we had our last official DEWT overseas trip to malaysia (kukup) on mon.
although it was a short one, but an enjoyable one.
UTM was quite boring.
the weather was really stuffy and hot.
the lab that we visited seemed not enough ventilation and dusty.
my whole head itchy over there. haha
had a nonsensical time with ms tracy, updating and networking with her about the class.
kenneth, as usual, was asking "funny" questions.
seafood lunch before taking a short boat ride to the kukup fish village
it's a small kelong but with interesting creatures to see.
this small puffer fish very cute! it's feel like those rubbery ball which we like to throw about.
and look at this adult puffer fish. UGLY AR!
the uncle was saying "small very cute hor, big one not cute hor"
and then he inflated it!
after that toured around the houses, which are built on top of the water.
as it was low tide, the area really smelt like sewage, with thick sludge and mud skippers all around.
really cannot imagine if one falls into the it.
dinner was seafood again but i think it was better than the lunch.
ced was playing the gradaution song on the way back to sg.
and ailing was crying cats and dogs! HAHA
Friday, March 05, 2010
i dont like.
i really hate this feeling.
i dont like everything now.
i want an outlet to vent my anger and
i also need a place to cry out loud.
YOU ALWAYS GO BACK ON YOUR WORDS!
AND CLAIMS IT'S OTHERS FAULT.
YOU THINK YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT!
AND DAMN. YOU DON'T EARN MY RESPECT AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST SHUT UP!
DAMN!
haiz. 我看大多数是去不成了
Thursday, March 04, 2010
so we are graduating on the 18th May 930am.
morning hot ar! HAHA. why not the evening session.