Friday, January 29, 2010
we have finally come to the final chapter.
like what sharon said "everything is coming to an end"
those days when we were all rushing for FYP and projects, we hope this day will come quickly.but now when it is getting close, i hope time ticks slowly.
everyone is also cherishing the moments that we are left with.
it's a sad truth.
soon we will have to bid our goodbye and part our own ways.it will be hard to gather everyone again in the future.
the next time we guys can meet up again, most prob will be our individual 21st birthdays and after that will be each other marriage. HAHA
DEWT! let's all enjoy our last few days together =)
look at how much we have all grown up since year 1 till now.
our 1st gathering
Geomatics 1
our 1st site visit
when ren and eileen were so cute. HAHA
when ailing just put on braces
when we all wore our class tee
last raya visiting at muhd's house
we need to take more groups photos!
for you guys!
As time has changed and seasons have past
We've developed a bond that will forever last.
As we say good-bye in this our final year
We try to hold back those overpowering tears.
We remember those time that seem so long ago
As we grew up together through highs and lows.
We knew this day would eventually be here
But had no idea of its overwhelming fear.
The years have flown by but the memories remain
These faces and names will always stay the same.
So as you go out into this world unknown
Always remember the days spent studying were still the best.
am i too demanding?
i dont know.
你能不能在我的生边？
当我伤心难过时，你可不可以借我你的肩膀，让我依靠
当我伤心难过时，你可不可以帮我擦干我的眼泪
我现在的心情，是多么希望你能安抚我，安慰我，体谅我，抱着我说一切都没事
每一天，我只希望你能多看我一眼，让我知道你是关心我，在乎我的
我没有一秒不想到你，连当我闭上眼睛时，我满脑袋都是你的影子
我拼不是要得到你，我只想要你多在乎我一些
每当我请不自禁的想起你时，总是会不小心的就淋湿了我的眼睛
请你不要害怕我难过，请你告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你的安慰
Saturday, January 23, 2010
THUR's driving was horrible!
really #$%^&*(&^%$ !
i think im having low blood sugar these few days, because even after lunch, my whole body still feels wobbly and i feel like fainting anytime.
so i went driving feeling very unenergetic.
I STALLED THE ENGINE FOR AT LEAST 10 TIMES!
either i felt really very lethargy or my shoes were giving me the prob.
my instructor could not stop nagging at me.
made me do 4 ROUNDS of u-turn.
so for the 1 and a half hour, i just kept quiet and answered "orh" or "okay".
momentarily i feel like stepping on the jam brake and get out of the car.
haha
FRI was YAKULT FACTORY.
i was feeling quite excited about the whole trip.
partly because i love to drink yakult.
all of us were given one bottle each.
some facts about Yakult Singapore:
1) only Singapore's yakult is 100mL. the biggest in the world.
2) only Singapore's yakult has flavours.
3) only Singapore's yakult has STRAWS. haha
i was telling sh about the straws' story and she asked me to blog about it.
apparently yakult singapore decided to do away with the straws.
however they received complaints from the customers that they should lower down the price of yakult! HAHA ok it's really typical singaporean eh.
overall it's really a enriching and fruitful experience!
HAHA i shall copy and paste my blog and hand in to Ms Eliz Chow as reflection.
SAT IS MUHD'S BIRTHDAY!
and peiying wishes you happy birthday too!
i promised you a post too. because you were jealous i wrote for renhui. lol GUYS!
- MY FELLOW AQUARIUS MATE! he's the class rep whilst im the assistant. he's the BIG BOY in my class while im the SMALL GIRL in my class. HOHOHO! opposite attracts! JUST JOKING!.
- i started to talk to muhd in Year 1 during charity day. so now we are in our Year 3, and graduating soon. our paper ending on the 25th feb. which is like only 17 of SCHOOL DAYS LEFT. okay i shall stop talking about the sour-ness of bidding our final goodbye. Lol.
- muhd is my big teddy bear! with a big shoulders to rest on. haha or rather a few people can rest against him. (NO OFFEND! just saying you are a good reliance =D )
- qiqi and i conclude that muhd is VERY GOOD at finding info for proj. because whenever qiqi and i find until very pek chek and is cursing around, muhd will definitely find the info we want. so you are honoured to be titled RESEARCHER in our group.
- muhd is surely a nice person to talk to, no matter you are sad, happy or bored. he will always be there to entertain you and be a good listener. AQUARIUS people ARE NICE and TRUSTWORTHY. HEEE
- LOVE YOU MUHD!
muhd is our photographer!
raya's at his house!
muhd presenting the class college to Mrs Lee last year
this is eileen and MUHD. im sorry renhui. HAHA
i koped this from your facebook!
the two nonsensical guys in our class. HAHA well they are the entertainers and the jokers around. without you guys, it wont make our class complete. =)
talking to sh calms my nerve.
i hate breaking down in the public. those people behind me must be thinking what is wrong with this girl.
but well, i dont know why and how the tears managed to break the dam, overflow and flood my eyes.
must be my irrationality overwhelmed me again.
but i feel so much better after that.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
today is the 21st January 2010.
i CONFESSED my feelings for zi yang.
i feel so relieved now.
so much better now.
no more emo-ing.
no more getting depressed.
no more irrationality.
frankly, i dont really feel happy or sad.
but i have to admit my mood did get better.
i told him everything.
he was apologetic.
he did have good feelings for me before too.
however he did not accept nor reject me.
i know how he feels.
and yea. i think i can move on.
i know right now i wont fall for anyone else
i dont know when i will like someone else again.
Monday, January 18, 2010
all the while im interested in black and white photography.
i think because it portrays a very flawless, serene and uncorrupted aspects of the objects/people we see.
here are some of the photos which i like and after some editing.
pencil drawings are amazing too!
i think i like this pencil drawing best!