i seriously nid moderation right now.. PLS PLS PLS.. HELP ME PLS.... argh
right now my l1r5 is about 17 w/o moderation... argh.. i hope i can get ard 15 like that after moderation.. ARGh.. if my chem & phy prac din cocked up, amaths that day very clear-minded ah.. i think my l1r5 now is abt 12 la!!! argh.. my target is leaving me so far la.. haiz...
now i dunno where to go for my 1st 3 mths.. haiz................................................
continue other day..
me & faNN
me & jia en
wif MR WEE!!
mE & hui piNg
uS..
T2B!!!!!!!!! MY ALL TIME FAV BAND!!
mE & loser
4b'o6 gals..
wif mr tan!!
LOL
me & hock.. sec 2'o6 1st IC
mE & QIHAO =P
me & lao jiE!
4b'o6!!
2a'o4!! we are still so united!!
NP peeps
4b o6 de.. zhi peng huan me gavin
table 24 PEEPS
NICE PHOTO.. haha.. wif zong de all nice de
tis is a very nice photo of the np boys =)
mrs chee me & handsome zong =)
me & derron
me & HANDSOME ZONG
me & stoning jonk
me & g8 grand uncle
mE & MICHELLE
me & walnut ying cong
me & act-short jit rui
me & snging-king henry
me & g8 looking zhi peng
"TAUFIQ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! u are 16!haha.. can watch nc16 show le.. oh ya! u sang so GREAT & WELL on grad nite.. i lyk ur voice.. i wan to wish u all e bez in ur ) n wadeva u do.. stay fun always! dun eva forget tis great fren of yours kae?! fren eva! lol.. =)
best wishes from peizhen.."
tis was wad i sent him la.. lol.. i'm buying his present tml b4 meeting fren for lunch & go skul for practical.. & i'm giving him on wed.. gif him face to face.. lol.. HE'S SUCH A NICE FREN.. I LOVE HIM.. LOL..
haha.. will update my blog on grad nite photos.. =)
me & gaviN
me & dex.. i like tis!
me & black boy haha
i LOVE TIS!!!! TAUFIQ & I!!!!!
nice pic.. ppk & me
I LOVE TIS TOO.. ME & HANDSOME ZONG!!
NICE EFFECT
me dex & huan
mE & sweet TRACY
ME & QIHAO =p
mE & ken..
ok.. let me recap wad happened last nite.. lol..
me & huan reached mandarin hotel at ard 650pm.. wa piang.. i dun dare go in la.. so paiseh.. lol.. omg.. wenyu was like gorgeous la.. SO PRETTY.. haha.. like bride man.. so tall somemore.. the figure damn nice la.. tracy was so SWEET & CUTE.. haha.. everyone literally looked GREAT & GORGEOUS!! HUNKS & PRETTY GAL everywhere!! haha.. that stupid ying cong.. i juz stepped into e ball room oni rite.. he said "eh.. i tot u cant even fit into ur dress!! ".. walao.. so bad la.. den i was like affected by his word.. lol.. qihao so CUTE!! siwei CUTE.. haha.. siwei looked nice la.. great.. haha.. shuai la shuai la.. ZONG YAO SO HANDSOME.. HAHA.. gav good looking la.. oh ya.. forget say HUAN ALSO VERY PRETTY.. i praised her all e way once i got into e car la.. lol.. JOYCE SO PRETTY.. MASTURAH ALSO.. haha.. fangzhen BEAUTIFUL LA.. haha.. i was so happy that many ppl said i was VERY BEAUTIFUL & PRETTY & CUTE & ELEGANT & MORE FEMININE LAST NITE.. haha.. qihao told gavin that la.. haha.. gav & zong & jonk & nif & all e ppl agreed la.. haha.. i was so happy.. haha.. zp NICE.. ying cong NOT BAD LOOKING.. PAKIN SO SHUAI.. xu chang SO COMEDY.. henry SO FORMAL.. ISSAC & LOUIS SO TALL & GREAT LOOKING.. melvin!! MY BLACKIE GUY SO HANDSOME!! haha.. basically.. everyone was great last nite.. lol.. den e compere was there.. VP tok to us.. den we started our 1st course.. HAHA.. surprisingly.. the food there was SUPERB.. haha.. nice la.. the lightings also very MAGNIFICENT.. so nice la.. the effect.. haha.. PHOTOS PHOTOS & PHOTOS.. HAHA.. my cam batt flat la.. wth.. i took wif so many ppl.. THE MOST MEMORABLE DE IS WIF QIHAO & TAUFIQ DE.. haha.. took so many that i'm gg to put them into one new album in yahoo photos.. haha.. T2B SINGING.. haha.. CAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIGHT.. HAHA.. so damn NICE & TOUCHING CAN.. haha.. i got tears in my eyes la.. when i looking at tQ singing.. haha.. cuz the memories suddenly flooded my mind.. haha.. den i rmb i got make up.. so cannot cry!! haha.. so lame.. haha.. oh ya.. ying cong suddenly asked me after the grad nite can take pic wif him not.. aha.. OF CUZ I SAID YES.. i will definitely not say NO to photos!! haha.. i was quite amazed that i could walk la.. haha.. walked so much.. cuz taking pic everywhere ma.. lol.. haha. the dancing part.. so funny la.. indian song.. marc & shazielah danced so well.. pchan & dm also immense in the mood of "party-ness".. LOL.. DANCE was fun. haha.. i was like dancing like siao.. den take photos that tym.. haha.. justin holding on to my waist.. i was shocked la.. den henry put his hand over my shoulder.. haha.. den TAUFIQ was like SO CLOSE TO ME.. haha.. i was so nervous & scared.. but i love it.. haha... lalalalalala.. & some other guys juz put on my back la.. haha.. well.. we oni had 6 course instead of 8!! aha.. cuz e last 2 nobody was sitting there.. haha.. den everyone settled down to look at e video dedicated for us by our TEACHERS.. IT WAS SO TOUCHING.. den everyone was starting to feel sad that we will be gg separate ways soon.. in juz one mth plus time... den when mr tan wrote sth for our class.. 4b was like screaming & SHOUTING la.. WE LOVE MR TAN!!! HAHA... oh ya.. we took a pic wif him!!!!!!! haha.. 2A'o4 class photos!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. we were like siao la.. PICTURES AFTER PICTURES... haha.. tired sia.. LOL.. so FUN can!!!!!! but tQ not in e pic cuz he's singing again.. that's ahat fren are for wif malak & masturah.. =(den 4B'o6 de.. haha.. so fun also.. like siao ppl taking photos.. haha.. those taking pic for us de... haha.. pai seh le.. =P.. MUAHAHAHA..
the tk prince & princess were xiao tong & leon.. haha.. xiao tong was pretty haha.. i expected her to get la.. but leon.. haha.. no bad looking la.. but i din expect him to get.. LOL.. i was like expecting umesh pakin they all to get la.. HAHA... kept taking photos la.. until my eyes like become cock eye like that.. blind le.. haha.. den my jaws suan of smiling.. LOL.. but teachers were like chasing us back la.. but we all were like dun care la.. continue take photos.. LOL.. ONCE IN A LIFE TIME OK!!! haha.. we all were quite reluctant to leave.. haha.. LALALA.. oh ya... i forgot abt JANICE... MY PRETTY GAL.. haha.. we were like hugging each other la.. haha.. like no tym nv c our fren like that.. LOL..
& today.. 23rd sept.. haha.. woke up so early juz to upload photos.. haha.. & i cried again.. cuz of tQ again.. fiza sent me the video of them singing "can you feel the love tonight".. the more i listened.. the more i cried.. unexpectedly, uncontrollable & unmanageablely.. i realised i still like him so much.. love him so much.. i realised i got so many things i dun dare to tell him.. & i dunno i got e chance anot.. it's like no chance la.. the possiblilty is like so small. so little.. he likes mast & i knew i cant do this.. cannot break ppl up le.. haiz....
"TOMORROW IS PROM!!!!!!!
OKay. here are some chio bus to look forward to:from 4A onwards:
eugenia,shuning,roshnishuhuan,peizhen,and the usual five girls( janice,tracy,and so on),i think most of the 4B girls.
hope shuhuan and peizhen will steal combusted calcium carbonate!!!!!! "
haha.. i love zong yao man!! lalala... i cant wait for tonight.. haha.. i gg to take tons of photos until my eyes go blind.. lol.. QIHAO.. haha.. cute boy.. lol.. i tink zong will be so dman good looking la.. haha.. i wan to dance wif him!!!!!! lol.. qh will be cute.. the rest.. haha.. not bad looking la.. fz will be very pretty la.. haha.. i hope huan is nice too =).. i wan to be pretty!!! haha.. who doesnt.. i hope ppl praise me =).. haha.. T2B singing today.. lol..
will update e whole story of prom nite after tonight.. & yeah PHOTOS =))
& today also so unlucky.. nv bring wallet.. den nvm leh.. i got my monthly secret!!! wth.. cramps again.. & my medi in my wallet la.. den went i'm gg to parkway to makan.. STUPID BUS DRIVER cheat my $$.. it's not i stingy or wad leh.. i juz not happy wif e bus driver.. i use coins of cuz forget bring ex link card la.. wth.. wan me pay $0.90.. daylight robbery... shit him la.. obviously we are sec skul students rite.. cock eye sia.. drive so long bus le still dunno how to differentiate btw adults & sec skul students.. retired la.. ur eyesight getting worse.. go get urself one pair of lao hua yan jing la.. idiot!!!!!!!
amaths.. wth.. the area under e graph qn.. wth.. i go tink until so complicating for WADDDDD!!! 6 marks leh!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. wth.. can go die liao le la.. forget abt gg 1st 3 mths.. go poly le la.. dun even nid to tink to go some lousy jc....
5 more days to prom nite.... =)))))))))))) getting more n more excited le.. lol..
prom nite is really coming soon.. next fri.. & next thur i will be having my last paper.. amaths p2.. lol.. & i will spread my wings & fly.. & i will be running like the wind.. lol.. haha.. of cuz i will be resting a while before intensive studying again for Os!!! lol.. i muz make sure all the sub that i had studied so far wun be forgotten easily.. cuz i hate to memorise all over again.. very tiring de la!! lol..
hmmm.. i have been talking to qihao very often these few nites too.. & we will be toking thru 11 plus at nite b4 we turned off for the nite.. lol.. & we will be toking all the crap.. + studies la!! lol.. i enjoy toking to him=))) serious.. lol.. & i dreamt of him last nite.. i thought i was gg to die la.. den i dunno y he was next to me also.. but i was holding his hand very tightly.. i did not wan to let go.. i was afraid of losing him.. & yeah... he held on to my hands.. nv let me go.. =)))) ARGHHH... haha.. i'm like gg gaga over him le.. =P *blush blush*
he's right in skul now.. lol.. dunno he finished his prac le not.. but i still want to wish him good luck & all the best for his amaths later... I WANT HIM TO PASS & GET GOOD RESULTS!!! =))
haha... qihao called me at 04:46:05pm.. & we talked for abt 02:14:33 h... hehe.. we kept talking abt geog.. lol.. we tested each other la.. & we made up a stupid yet funny story.. the things "james" saw.. & we would haf to tell each other all the geography processess, solutions & problems.. =p.. it was so fun la.. haha.. test each other.. lalalala.. & den he said he wanted to say the ending.. it went like tis la :
" james walked past tk & he banged into mrs yeo. ..she was carrying our geog papers & she had marked the papers.. 2 geog scripts dropped onto the floor.. james picked it up & saw both papers had acheived an A1.. =).. & the names are SEET QI HAO & SONG PEIZHEN... lol.."
den he wished me good luck la.. HE WISHED ME GOOD LUCK.. haha.. HE WISHED ME LEH.. HE WISHED ME 1ST LA.. haha.. & den he said he wanted to study settlement.. lol.. yeah.. & we put down the phone... LALALALALALALA.. i like him so much can =))...
good luck to u too qi hao =)
well i was like thinking that one day when he called me again la.. i will ask him who he's sitting wif on prom nite & asked whether can i sit next to him not.. but den i tink that time.. they will also push me to him de.. LOL.. these few nites, i kept thinking of him la.. den by late den can slp.. =P
wondering how cute you will be on prom nite =P
thoughts of many things last nite.. well.. i tink tQ is really one of my best pals la.. i tot of a lot of stuffs.. was thinking how i will react if qihao was to reject right into my face.. i tink i will definitely burst out in tears.. serious.. i tink my tears will be gushing out as if it has the energy to break away from the restraining force of e massive dam, unmanageable.. i hate to experience that.. well.. nobody does.. & i tink i will call gavin/ tQ / weicong & tell em la.. den telling them.. i noe my tears will start to overflowed again.. seriously.. i hate to lose qihao.. he is one such nice guy that it's really very difficult to find le.. cute, gentleman ,wen wu shuang quan, kind, caring.. & many many things la.. everytime he called me.. i will be very happy la.. =)
& i tink i found out sth too.. ytd me & niffy tok a lot on msn la.. i told him that i like qihao la.. & i tink he still likes me can.. i dunno la.. for wad i read on him blog made me feel that way.. i hope it's all a misunderstanding on my part.. tis was wad he wrote on his blog :
"Miss Pretty asked Mr Prince his true feelings.
Mr Prince almost tell her his true feelings... but he dared not.
For Miss Pretty liked someone else.
Someone better than him.
Mr Prince felt useless.
He blamed himself.
It was his fault too that the situation came to this end.
He had make a stupid mistake.
He shouldn't have told her how he felt years ago.
Now he regret it.
Now that Miss Pretty had told him the truth,it hit him in his heart n he felt the pain.
For he knows that Miss Pretty will not accept him.
But Mr Prince told himself that he should just move on.
For that is what life is all about"
and i feel sort of guilty la.. i dunno la.. & he wrote on his blog.. 30th aug de.. wen we all went out together as a np gang wif louis to look at the prom nite stuffs.. he said he was feeling green la.. right there.. there's oni 2 gals.. me & huan.. that's made it clear that he was refering to me.. but he said he was refering to him pri skul's crush.. well.. so i act lor.. believe him lor.. den wad he wrote above made me feel like he still likes me can.. haiz.. i'm sorry hanif.. i noe u are a very good uy.. but i juz dun wish to get involved wif malays le can.. hurt twice le.. twice bitten.. fourth shy... haha.. wadeva..
qihao =)