sorry 4 hitting u so hard today b4 eng level test... duno y, i juz feel very bad.. honestly... seeing u toking n flirting wif other gals.. i reali very jealous... i noe u sure tink i crazy de... but u muz also understand ma... if i dun lyk u, would i care so much on who u tok to? DUH!! now i'm very sure i still lyk u but i dun wan u to noe...
Friday, January 21, 2005
WAHAHAHAHA.. thurday... i so dam happy sia.... haha...
lol.... when comin dwn from com lab to my class... i saw him... lol... den hanif told me he told him abt e msg le... haha... den after sch... he came to my class to discuss their ipw project la... den gt tok to him a bit... haha... lol... den after tat... we went 3d for phy remedial... not exactly remedial la.. is tat if u dun understand anything abt phy... den go asked mr wee la ... WEE WEE... haha... so farny... den i forget i leave my phy in class... so when back to take.. haha... den after asking... i go put back my phy file... den when i went back class... they teased me la... haha... lol... den another tym i went back class wif huan... haha... they teased me again... haha... make me blushed... haha... lol...
at nite.... at 09:00:52 pm... when i was playing nature park on my fone... HE CALLED ME!!... haha... we tok for 29:42 mins leh... haha... c... haha... i really din expect him to call me lor... haha.. i was really dam shocked... haha...
he asked me when my bdae... is 21st or 28th jan.. dunno he really dunno my bdae or fake fake dunno... hehe...
tuesday....i saw him when gg to assembly plaza.. den juz quickly turned away... when gg down 4 recess,also saw hm n also turned away.. wen buyin chicken rice, i saw him den asked mich to block.. nif kept makin stupid noises.. after recess, saw him again.. kip avoiding him... haha... u muz understand ppl shy ma....
Monday, January 17, 2005
today... monday... joel told me he patched back wif his ex-stead le... bt he still lyk me... den dun wan tel me cuz dun wan affect my studies..wat rubbish is tat... lol... i noe joel, matt and hanif are kipin sth from me... taufiq made em promised him not to tell anyone... hanif asked y i dun wan stead wif him.. hhaa... how i noe.. really.. i really dunno....hanif asked him abt steading wif me.. haha... den he duno also... juz wat exactly r they toking abt? i really wan to noe lor... they really kiping sumtink from me... SUX sia...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
fri... after phy lessons... wen gg back to class to pack my things.. i saw him on my way down e stairs... den he nv saw me so i went behind him n said hi... haha... den we tok la... he also gg my class lookin for nif... den tok la den dunno y he held up his hand & asked me to hold his hand...diaoz... of cuz i din hold la.. DUH!! wahahaha..me actually wanted to tell him e truth tat i still lyk him in class de.. but e words aint comin out... den when i fall in for np.. he saw me n waved goodbye n did dunno wat stupid actions la... haha... haha... so cute... wahahaha... den dunno y, when np tat tym.. wherever i m, he also nearby watching or playin de... lol... dunno wat tat mean la... den i called him at nite to tok but he had to go out so oni tok abt few mins... sianz... haha... den tat nite... i decided to tell him e truth thru... dunno wat will happen on mon... lol.. =)
thurs... i saw him when i went to sch.. he in front of me & when he saw me, he slowed down and waited for me and we walked together la.. so happy sia... & we tok n tok n tok la... den ate bball court, he tok wif his fren, anthony frm 3c la.. so i walked 1st den i tot he would juz walked to his class... bt he took anthony's bag & rushed n catch up wif me.. askin me y i nv wait for him.. he shld walked other stairs e lor... den duno y follow me up.. mayb gt movtives or wat or i too senitive.. haha.... after sch, i saw him outside e stuff rm waiting for craig who was getting scolded frm teacher... he smiled n waved at me, of cuz i did e same thing back... den we tok a while la.. do u noe how happy i was today.. really tok to him again since 22nd nov 2oo4 !!... sumtym i wonder whether wat matt said was true cuz i dun really trust matt.. and i admit i still lyk him but duno he noe not.. i really wan to tell him lor... but duno when is e opportunity.. when i gg home, saw him at e soccer court, he waved goodbye la.. den after sum dist, i galnced back at him n i saw him lookoin at my direction, duno lookin at me or wat la.... WAHAHAHAHA...
wednesday... lao niang's bdae.. bought a cake 4 her n celebrate wif her during recess... den we cant finish e cake so asked him,hanif and hamdi to eat la... haha... me tok to him but a short while oni... den after sch, when we dismissed frm hallm we saw each other & we really smile at each other 4 e 1st tym... haha.. i was really dam happy lor.. kip smiling and bouncing and shaking all day... den after my history supplementary, i saw him at e canteen.... he gt choir ma den we tok a while la... haha.. so happy.. hehe... at nite i wan called and tok and hear his voice ma... so fake fake ask whether he gt go e coastal studies ipw not.. lol.. =)
tuesday... matt sms me and asked me whether would i gif anyone a 2nd chance... i replied depend on situation,on wat and who la... he told me sum1 wan a 2nd chance.. he said dat person dun wan to let me noe... so i begged him la.. begged till he told me wat happened ... he said tat day, after sch at e overhead bridge to bus 33 bus stop, taufiq told him n joel that he wan patch back wif me... taufiq dun wan me to noe anything.. he gt a new gal n dunno y he wan patch back wif me.. no wonder tat tym over e fone, he said he was very guilty... i dunno how i feel... happy? sad?... actually.. i abit doubt matt's words... lol..
sat... cca recuitment day... i promoted to corporal... haha... den i so happy... n when i saw him... i told him abt my promotion... haha... din get to c him perform... lol.. so sad... haha.. duno y.. tat day.. i was so "lyk sick" abt him... lol..
thursday... he today late for sch n saw him on e way to class.. i managed to say "hi" to him.. recess tym... i saw him n when i tokin to siew mai and fann, i saw him lookin ar our direction.. after sch, he went to my class, played wif him a while n said "bye".. called him at nite.. he sound so friendly n nice...
wednesday... when i goin to fotocopy geo.. i saw taufiq at e fotocopy lady dere... he sat nxt to me bt nv tok much..sigh...
tuesday.... taufiq played wif me today leh.. me so happy... after recess, he suddenly scare me from behind... den i wacked him la... haha... den after sch, he hit my head...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
monday.. 1st day of sch.. one of my happiness day... taufiq called me at around evening... he tot i angry wif him.. hehe... so farny... and i tot he was angry wif me.. lol... cuz is lyk he nv tok to me since 22nd nov 2oo4.. and i was very sad at 1st, den slowly get used to it la,so dun feel tt sad anymore..bt of cuz, i still tink of him,still missed him... kept recallin those beautiful, farny n sweet moments we had... example, we fell sick 2gether after OSR kept sneezin in class... haha.. tat's so farny n cute.. i still rmb it's a tuesday... we also kept drawin on each other's hand, steppin at each other's foot... got scoldin 2gether for tokin... ms koh made us so pai seh... say he my bf... wat he protect me... wat rubbish lor... sigh... den gt 1 tym nif nearly tell him i lyk him... den i so nervous... he also nervous tt he cant do any maths translation mrs lim gave us... also got 1 tym... when we were supposed to study 4 geo test later bt we 2 kept talking quietly.. he told me all e ppl he lyk b4... told me abt his stead... den wen we had to do gp work, we always tok rubbish n nv do den always draw stupid things on e transparency... haha.. like mathilde n loisel... haha... den cohort camp, all CE gp we also 2gether... cohort camp we even act as couple... WAT E hell.. it's so stupid lor... i reali hate it... den CE pro we also 2gether... den gt 1 tym,yu was tokin abt sum lame thing n we juz look at each other n smile... haha... they say we 2 really got chemistry n telepathic... haha... den sec 1 music we also sat next 2 each other... haha... den we 2 cant c wat on e screen.. haha... i still rmb on 4th aug,wed, he told me i looked very pretty wif earrings... do u noe how hapi i felt? haha... u wil nv undastan... den one e nxt day,5th aug,during lit lesson, he told me who he liked( which he lied to me)... haha... he also made me scared as he kept saying "lima+lima+lima+lima" , which meant the person he liked 2a'o4 register nos 20 which was ME.. he really made me so nervous lor.... and scared... den e nxt day was national dae celebration la... den i gt cope thingy n could nt c him n hear him sing "nothing at all" ronan keating at e singin competition... bt i heard his voice at e field, it was dam nyc lor... so sweet..so touching... WAHAHAHA... and frm den on, i lyk tat song alot... i can also rmb he was also grabbing my hand for no reason.. HEY!!.. do u how scared i m nt? lol... tat tym b4 his oral presentation, he was very nervous n was lyk shivering lor... den he said his hand very cold and wanted me to hold and touch his hand.. hehe... kk... back to e topic... when dismissed frm hall... he smiled at me den duno y i nv smiled back so he tot i angry wif him lor... haha... lol... =)
he wrote 1 testi for me durin a sci class... den kanna caught by rubina... haha... tis was written b4 we becum closer each day... b4 term 3 common test... or b4 mid yr.. haha... i cant rmb le... tis was wat he wrote:
" i'm writing this without she knowing it. sorry peizhen, i've waste your paper. don't get angry ok!! i think you are easy-going. as i had said earlier, you are quite cute. i thought you are an obedient girl but you turns out to be a corrupted firl. i cannot talk about your stead la, when your mother gets angry. got to go. ciau "
haha... i kept e paper till nw leh... lol
tis is another testi he wrote for me after e 29th oct 2oo4 bbq... on 2nd nov... :
"hmm.. wat to say abt Peizhen.. hmm.. I know she like someone in the class..erhmm... don't make her malulah..please ok!! Stop the crab, to me, Peizhen hasproved to me that she can play basketball very well despite her height, (sorryif I hurt you in anyway). She is a girl who is fun to sit wif (even though shekeep stepping my foot for no reason and keep drawing my hand for reason). Shelikes to eat oranges (I think because the face also like the shape of theorange) and likes to play wif dolls. Don't bluff melah. You, ntg to do, youplayn wif my winnie the pooh keychain, wat wat , where got, where got,GOTLAH!!!! Nolah, nolah just kidding, relaxlah.. I think she's quite cute....you all agree rite.. my cousins beside me also agree.. (they saw you face in thephoto at the bbq, dat one!!) But she is a little bit weird, I donnoe why herclass test and common test marks for geog so bad then suddenly, for final year,damn high!! Haizz... And we must be careful wif her laugh. It's like SARS, SOCONTAGIOUS!! Once she starts laughing, it would take a long time to stop. But Ithink Peizhen has changed since the beginning of the year until now, she's notthat bad girl i used to know. She could very kind, i still remember, she gave mescience notes to study, but i doono why i never study, seelah,But I truly saythat Peizhen is a girl that is bouncy, energetic and fun to be wif... I stillremember she taught me translation when I could not concentrateas my hands wereshaking b'cuz of nervousness. But the only thing I don't like abt her is thatshe is to shy to express her feelings, moreover, i was sitting beside her,oopsss.. the slip of the tongue.. but I think she is an all-rounder kid, bothgood in acadamics and sports!! CIAU!!
Love you,
Taufiq"
haha... so sweet rite.. i even print it out leh.. haha... i love u too... haha...
monday... haha... from 9th nov to 21st nov.. we oni tok on e fone... haha... den i had my atc camp at ubin from 18th to 20th nov... haha.. so fun... i really feel lyk gg back.. i luv the nite scenery dere... so BEAUTIFUL.. e whole sky was filled wif twinkling stars... hhaa... so romantic... haha... i was very sad tt he nv called me b4 i left for my camp... so i decided to sen him a sms to tell him i'm leavin for camp e next day... during e camp.. i haf to admit i miss him alot... n from wat i heard from joel... he missed me alot too... "aint no sunshine when she's gone"... he nv called me cuz he fastin den wen he wan to call me, i was at camp... haha... den on 21st nov... sunday... he called me in e afternoon.. i was so glad to hear him voice.. he told me he missed me... kk..back to topic... we went sch to c our posting... i was sad tt he went to 3h...
den he cant go out wif us so i walked wif him to e busstop... tat was e last tym we tok till sch reopened... so i C thEm plAyin poKer caRds.. kaNna cauGht bY e 0m.. haha.. weNt sunTec... eAt & talKin likE n0bodY buSineSs... taKin ne0prinT wiF huAn, keN & nIf... waTch e "tAxi" & lauGhin 0uR heAds 0fF... wEnt t0 "cAndy empirE".. BuY sWeetS & Ch0co...waLkin 2 mArinA baY.. tAkin ph0tos..kiCkin coc0nut.. tAlkin & lAughiN.. taKin b0aT riDe frm mArinA bAy t0 clArke quAy... haha... so fun..
monday... we gals went to sch early to tok... haha... we went sch to collect sch mag.. haha... den we asked every1 to sign... haha... so cool... den we went take mrt to pasir ris park... sumtink unpleasant happened... matt stole batt at e ntuc... luckily... e manager decided to let him off... he lost control of himself.. lucky gt siew min... our savior of e day.. lol... den while waitin for bus at e inter... we talked... haha... he told me he saw wat i sms matt abt him... haha... lol... he asked me to sit wif him... lol.... on e bus... i told him to help me to sign e mag... lol.. den we listen to discman together.. so sweet isnt it? haha... while we were on our way to rent bikes... we stopped to play e playground dere... haha... we climbed e "spider web" lol... den i climb half way... dey purposely go shake e "web".. make me so scared... wha lao... they did it deliberately lor... haha... lucky they let me off.... *a sigh of relief*... haha.. den he asked am i alright nt... den we sat on e "disc" tat can turned round n round.. wha lao.. so fun lor... haha... we also challenged n c who can swing e highest... haha... wen we cycled... we were always together... haha... den we decided to stopped n admire n scenery... me n huan n min n en went to another rock where it was more quiet... haha... den him,nif n boon n matt came to join us... haha.. den he went to sit on a bench.. i decided to join him... den we tok la.. den joel n huan joined us... den matt made dunno wat knot n tied both of our hand together... haha... huan n joel also.. haha.. dey two dam shy... haha... den we two decided to haf their "own world".. haha... so sweet... den mine n his hand tied 2gether again... he touched my hand... at 1st i struggled abit bt decided nt to spoil e mood... haha.. we saw a wire n he held on 2 my hand n we wrote each other names... wrote a lot of things on e table... haha... of cuz we took fotos b4 we left.. haha.. den we all went to makan together...
"do u remember,e 29th nite of october?" haha..
our bbq nite... my sweetest memories... our last gathering as a class... the day when our tear-floods overflowed... that was really the most sweetest, e most memorable..most touching and best nite eva in my life... a happy endin for all... shopping for food together..playing bball together..play soccer... bbq our food but faileD.. WAHAHAHA... eating together... feedin each other.. takin fotos together... singing together... cryin together... hugging 2gether... wavin our final goodbye... my happest moments wif him and everyone else... a day not to be forgotten eva in my life... e day tat will 4eva be playin my heart.... still so fresh and beautiful...
we had our lunch at bedok long john... den lao niang helped me to call him where to meet... haha... WAH.. we really had alots of fun shoppin n buyin food... lol... den i went to niang's hse to help her carry things and meet him after tat... haha... we sat together on e bus... lol... at e security dere... he held up my hand n asked me who gave me a ring... lol... i told him i take it out nw bt he stopped me... haha... me,niang and him walked around juz to look where exactly peng's hse.. lol.... we played bball la... haha... den rain so we went back to e pit... dey playin poker while me n him tok...alone... tat's so cool... we tok abt everything... lol... den they all came le so we go played bball n soccer again... lol.. on our way dere, we saw ppk n joel holdin hand den i kept laughin la... den suddenly... he grabbed my hand.. i was so dam shocked...dere's a feelin i juz cant stand... n i dunno how i feel.... n i struggled... bt he juz kept on holdin n i juz kept askin him to let me go... den he saw how shocked i m n he let go n apologised to me... he kept sayin sorry... bt i told him nothin... he dun haf to apologised... bt he scared i angry n he juz kept sayin sorry... e feelin juz kept on cliningi on to me....even i cant shoot properly... he kept sayin sorry... bt i told him i'm alright n ask him to play his soccer... lol... den halfway thru e bball game... i was hit by e ball right at my head n i juz fell... den they of cuz called him name la... he juz stopped e game n rushed to me... askin me how i feel... n he sayang my head... that's so sweet... around 7.30... we went to a quiet place n tok... we tok abt all e happy moments we had... den suddenly duno y... i juz cried... he told me to study hard n nt to tink abt him... i reali duno y... e tears-floods juz overflowed... he hold on to my hands n comfort n console me... he nearly cried too... lol... after tat... all of 2a peeps gather together to hug n wave gudbye together... sang songs... takin photos to comemorate.. tat was e tym every1 cried... i love u guys...