Friday, September 24, 2010
so what does it mean when one get tired of a friendship?
sometimes you wonder why a particular friendship is so hard to maintain.
even when you keep trying.
you keep giving in.
you take initiative.
no matter how hard you try, somehow it's all in vain.
because you never feel that you will ever be that particular friend's priority.
time flies eh.
i left PA exactly 4 weeks ago.
and all of a sudden, im really missing the people at PA terribly now :(
those months spent with all of them are unforgettable.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
getting moody on a Saturday night is really a turn-off.
the thought of going back to hall tml night is making me feel very depressed.
and tears come so easily now.
i dont know why i have become so weak ever since sch started.
i wonder at times if i will be able to get through the next 3 years.
however thanks to all who constantly motivate and encourage me from time to time.
because i really do need them.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
in the past, we studied for our parents.
because they want us to enter uni.
now we are in the uni,
and we need to study for the sake of ourselves. well and of cuz for our parents too.
"booking in" tonight into hall and yucks i still dislike this feelings. :(
Friday, September 10, 2010
i think i have not been so hardworking before.
2nd week of sch and I'm studying or doing tutorial every day.
It seems no life.
But then, there's really no time to waste.
Haiz, will 3 years pass quickly.
i seriously hate studying.
and all i wish now is to have my durians puffs/cakes and a nice coffee and sitting by the lawn and relax.
:(
Sunday, September 05, 2010
sickly weekends for me.
i just hope this week i will not be feeling depressed.
but haiz, i will be away from home :(
Friday, September 03, 2010
it's finally the end of 1st week.
it was really a TERRIBLE WEEK for me.
Guess next week will not be any better.
right now, i can only look forward to small little happy things to distract me away.
may 2015 comes soon.
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
must be the new environment.
that causes me to feel so moody and emotional and depressed these few days.
everyone is saying i will get used to it soon. i have to hang on there. 1st two weeks will be hard but i will soon adapt to it.
but still, that feelings still linger there, clinging onto me. it feels really terrible.
this transition, adjusting period is so hard.
suddenly i feel so so weak, so fragile.
maybe i really need a pillar of support... ...
i need someone to talk me out.
day #3: i still dislike sch.