Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Dear John,
I'm writing this letter at the kitchen table, and I'm struggling because I don't know how to say what I'm about to tell you. Part of me wishes that you were here with me so I could do this in person, but we both know that's impossible. So here I am, groping for words with tears on my cheeks and hoping that you'll somehow forgive me for what I'm about to write... ...
... ... John. I fell in love with you, but more than that, meeting you made me realize what true love really means. For the past two and a half years, I've been staring at every full moon and remembering everything we've been through together... ...
... ... To me, it means that our souls will be linked together forever... ...
... ... Every time we fought I hated myself for it. Somehow even though we still loved each other, we lost that magical bond that kept us together. I know that sounds like an excuse, but please believe when I say that I didn't mean to fall in love with someone else. If I don't really understand how it happened, how can you? I don't expect you to, but because of all we've been through, I just can't continue lying to you. Lying would diminish everything we've shared, and I don't want to do that, even though I know you will feel betrayed... ...
I'm so sorry,
Savannah "Dear John" by nicholas sparks.
John loves Savannah. Savannah loves John. Tim loves Savannah. John had to go to war in Iraq. Savannah missed John. Tim comfort her. They fell in love. They got married. However, John and Savannah still love each other deeply.
haha. yea typical love story but i dont know why i cried my heart out after reading!
and my eyes were so swollen the following day.
AND SO, WE CELEBRATED SU-QI BDAE AT BREEK'S CAFE LAST FRI AT NGEE ANN CITY.
the food wasn't that bad. i had cajun chicken chop, goldilock freeze and towering chocolate ie cream. i was SO BLOATED after that. as usual, we were making fun of ailing and boss, cedric saying dirty things OPPS ;p , sharon saying cold jokes HAHA, eileen and clara not laughing at sharon's jokes, muhd making fun of su-qi with AHEM! ( see i nv mention who is it ar! ), zy sitting at one corner emo-ing LOL! jkjk.*if you realise, i nv mention myself. yea see how quiet i am. HAHA
took alot of photos which i will upload later. *credit to cedric!
we were going to take group photo, so qiqi put her arm over my shoulder, mine over ailing's shoulder and YEA ailing's NATURAL INSTINCT --> SHE ALMOST PUT HER ARM OVER BOSS'S SHOULDER. aiya ailing don't need shy! let's be OPEN MAN! haha
ced ordered RAINFOREST mocha. HAHA! that's what i thought he ordered. by the way, he ordered BLACKFOREST mocha =)
maybe qiqi is kissing him at home everyday. HAHA
aiyo why so unfriendly zy?! hahahaha
after dinner was walking around takashimaya looking at TOYS!!!
(before that we were eating mac ice cream and joking about how we were born! HAHA)
as you see, toys section usually HAVE MANY SMALL KIDS.
although zy isn't a paedophile, but when he sees small little children, his horns start to grow longer, his fangs start to grow sharper.
so he went around terrorising those poor little kids, pushing them on their head and blocked their way. HAHA! those poor little children gonna have phobia for small eyes men. 
CAUGHT ZY IN ACTION! so we went around window shopping for toys.
we realise boss looks like eeyore while ailing looks like heffalump lumpy. HAHA! 
eeyore's and boss's eyes look alike. haha! and LUMPY!
soon it was home sweet home ;)
and here's some more photos of Nickhun!
oie mr lim faster send me 2pm songs leh!
argh so shuai!!
Friday, November 21, 2008
i think Madagascar 2 was GREAT! ;)
and i want to watch ICE AGE 3 TOO!! =)=)and ytd was LIM SU-QI bdae! okie, she's forever dreaming of RAYMOND LAM and RON NG hugging her LOLopps! i bet she gonna KILL ME after she sees this. qiqi is waiting for ron and raymond to climb that Great Wall of China with her. HAHA
LOVES 
AND 
OH NO! I DUN MEAN TO SHOW HER THESE TWO SWEET PHOTOS. hahahahaha
Monday, November 17, 2008
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAP ZONG YAO =)
haha! well... i dont think zong yao will see this.
but still,
I LOVE ZONG YAO!
my fellow captain!
he's one of the bestest friend you can ever have ;)
shuhuan veron and zong yao!
=)
im sincerely sorry.
and shuhuan. i need you =(
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Greed is a very scary thing.
It can grip your soul and control your mind.
Waking up to screams and quarrels almost every morning.
Awakened by the radio deejay who is boardcasting the finance news.
Got burned several times but never learn your mistakes.
People just have different fates.
So just accept the fate and face the reality.
If you were to strike rich, you would have gotten rich long ago.
Trying to be a smart aleck and claim that you know everything,
when you know nothing.
"I know I know I know, this is be the last time" , when it means there will still be another time.
Look at the situation now and use your brain.
How come others can do it but not you?
There must be a reason behind.
Because you don't really know how.
Haiz, i'm scared.
But i cant voice out my opinions.
You will surely say that i know nothing.
Well whatever.
tired of Everything.
feeling distant from Everything.
switching towards the quiet mode.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
MUAHAHAHA!
I WANT THAT BLUE BUTTERFLIES NECKLACE
AND THAT BLACK BUTTERFLIES DANGLING EARRINGS
FROM CHOMEL!
for my christmas presents =P
HAHAHAHA!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
was looking at best bud's blog and saw THIS!!
Nichkhun Horvejkul
one of the korean stars that came singapore for korean pop concert on tue.
ISNT HE SO CUTE??? wahahahah
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
HOHOHO! IM GETTING MARRIED! wahahah no la.. this particular dress is from KIDS' SECTION!!so they took the biggest size for me and asked me to pose..NOT BAD AR:P wahahaha=)
