Sunday, February 27, 2005
my relationship wif taufiq ended yesterday.. 21st feb... or rather it ended a mth ago... it's all wishful tinking on my part all along.. nif told me e truth yesterday.. he said taufiq told em he already got no more feelings for me le bt hanif told me he dun wan me to get hurt so nv tell me face to face n aso dun wan me to noe abt it... all e while.. i haf been a fool... a idiot... these few wks he gave me e wrong signals.. he gave me hopes but in e end he took em away.. well it's my fault wat.. who asked me so "Zi Zuo Duo Qing".. to say e truth, i was really sad.. but i itnk it is tym to let go.. to gif up... hanfi can realli undastan me.. he knew it's goona b v.diff 4 me to 4gt him jus lyk tat...i juz feel so...so "awkward".. care so much 4 hm.. tink abt him when he had actually no more feelin for me le.. so i tink it's tym to let go... 21st febtoday... tuesday.. when i saw him.. i nv avoid... i juz gave a weak smile .. dun feel lyk toking to him nor even look at him... stress..!!
Sunday, February 27, 2005
dancing in the moonlight
