=) 1st let me tell u sth 1st b4 telling u my day.. got one nite, i suddenly rmb tat las yr, few days b4 2oo5.. i sen him an email telling him "let treat it as nth happened & remain as close frens lyk we used to be"..i tink i regretted lor... but i do wonder, if i din sen him tat msg in e 1st place, will i still feel so miserable n helpless now?.. will we still be 2gether?.. haiz.. regret n regret.. it's all fated.. let's fate decides on my destiny.. den ytd was np day.. istill rmb last yr np day, we were having our geo n dnt paper.. tat wk..tQ was on duty.. i rmb after exam, he stayed back n did his duty.. he wanted to empty e basket.. i went to hit his head.. he wanted revenge! lolx... i ran to hide in e gal toilet.. he dun dare go in.. but i dared him too... he went in to wash his hands... wahahaha.. now is e interesting part.. i dreamt of him last nite.. got 2 dreams.. he both aso appeared.. but e one tat leave e most impression was e 1st one...
i was in skul canteen doin sth wif somebody.. den he walked towards me, took my pencil n started to rite sth on my foolscap.. he wrote "sorry" but i could not read his words.. he wrote again "i'm sorry" den i asked him "why sorry?" he wrote,"because i made u sad!"...i can rmb very clearly wat he wrote lor...
i told hanif n huan abt tis dream.. nif said," well, he said sorry to u in ur dream.. at least he apologised to u... it's not a bad thing.. scarly e dream cum true".. huan tot i out of mind.. got fever... oh man.. i lyk him for 1 yr le.. still haven gif up.. lyk him too much le.. every nite aso will be tinking of him.. mayb he's supposed to be dere.. =))...
