[ 1st of feb wed ]
MY BDAE PRESENTS!!
zhi peng : glow-in-e-dark pig wrist support..
michelle : handmade handphone keychain.. sweets.. (till now haven finish eating..LOL)..card..
hazi : handphone "rack"..
wenyu janice angelia tracy : pouch & pencil case
izzatul : a pair of stars earrings... dam nice la..
tQ : A CARD!!!! computerised de...
tQ told hanif to pass to me.. & when i read it, i caried.. dam touched la.. suddenly images of us together flashed in front of my eyes.. oni mai mai huan changling & erlina saw it.. i seriously nv expect him to gif me anything.. i guess tis is e best present tis yr.. i showed it to qi hao & gavin too... e cover wrote " Happy Birthday, Peizhen-- from me who think you're the greatest-- Guess lah!! ".. den i opened it.. on e left wrote " dont walk in front of me, i may not follow; don't walk behind me, i may not lead; JUST WALK BESIDE ME AS MY FRIEND.." on e right was e msg from him to me:...
"Yo..npcc freak! Everyday see you hardwork at the field nail there,nail here.. So how's Sec Four life? Very tiring rite.. just want to say Happy Birthday and hope all Ur wishes will come true. And study hard for the Os, don't slack around. Oh ya, i want to ask how we sound like during the Chinese New Year comcert? We sound shity rite? Oh ya, not forgetting, forgive me for everything that I've done bad to you. Sorrie ok? i really mean it and just want to cheer myself up.. Sorrie for the late card, don't get angry ok? And last but not least, i want to wish U once again..
HAPPY BRITHDAY!
peace,
TaufiQ"
no one can undastan how i feel after i read dat.. i can swear dat i love him as a fren alot.. i really nv expect anything from him la.. tink tis yr is one of my happiest bdae of my life ba.. i will nv forget him for life.. on of my best pal.. TaufiQ Abdul Malek..lol.. =P.. n if i can reply him.. tis will be wad i will rite to him..
"wonderful fren,
i nv expect u to gif me a nicely-made bdae card from u.. n wen i received it, i'm overwhelmed wif joy.. undescrible joy.. i promise u i will study hard for my Os.. u muz nv gif up too.. hold on there till the very very end.. n if u nid any helping hand, i will be very happie to help.. no matter how shity u sang during e concert, to me, i tink u haf a very soothing n pleasant voice.. n i like it.. n i tink u can be an idol one day.. n i will be looking forward 4 dat day to come.. frankly speaking, i cant rmb anything dat u did bad to me.. all i can rmb was e joy, laughter, happiness, great, wonderful, comfortable, loving & caring tym u gave me.. i nv regret havingu as my fren cuz i tink u are one of the most wonderful fren i eva had & i will rmb u 4 life.. also speaking from my e bottom of my heart, i NV REGRET liking u.. n i tink it's my fate dat i could sit nxt to u for e whole sec 2 yr.. u helped to insert all e great memories into my heart.. n all those loving moments, all those happy moments will live wif me till i part.. i haf nv been angry wif u b4.. relax.. sumtym.. i wonder if u treat me as one of ur great fren.. i hope i m.. anyway at e end of the day.. i still wan to thx u on e card n all e beautiful memories u had given me.. although e tym we spent together was juz ard 1 yr..
i love u as a fren alot.. n i mean it...
love,
peizhen..."
tis was was i really feel like telling him.. he really makes me learn alot of things abt life.. we should be open.. wen it's tym to let go.. let go.. nv live in e past.. i love u tQ.. but i noe i will nv dare to tell him all these.. nvm.. pz will still be a Happy gal & tQ qill live in her forever.. =))
