tis was wad i wrote in my diary on e 9th of may o6:
~ OMG!!!.. i really dunno wad i'm thinking abt now.. so confused.. so frustrating!! i dunnno who to find to talk abt tis.. cuz i really dun wan anyone to noe abt tis.. i juz tink i'm gonna be dead soo.. i tink wo zai yi jiao ta liang chuan ='(.. oh my!! i seriously nid to pen down everything dat's in my heart now.. if not i sure cant slp tonite de.. eva since after campcraft.. i got to noe weicong.. he started to talk to me 1st.. on msn.. den we started to xchange phone no.. & started sms-ing.. EVERYDAY W/O FAIL!!!.. <--- oni on those days when his phone nid to go repair.. on msn.. i sure tok to him de.. slowly.. i started to trust him.. believe him & tell him lots of things.. i een told him i like qh.. we will definitely go home 2gether de.. we will juz wait for each other no matter wad.. like on e 29.04.06.. sat.. after my lessons.. he promised me he will accompany me take bus home & i went to katong mall to find him.. den on 02.05.06.. tue.. my papers end very late dat day.. at 4.30pm.. his ended at 4pm.. bt he waited for me.. one day.. we even saw his mum & his mum misunderstood us.. suddenly i wanted to play back maple.. he volunteered to train me.. help me.. he even sacrificed his weekends' nite to play for me.. help me lvl up.. he was seriously v.nice to me.. i enjoyed talking to him on sms.. on msn.. on sunday 070506.. i told him i will be gg online.. altho he haven finish studying.. he still came online for the sake of me.. den i told him i wan him to go study.. bt he die die also wan me to go online.. cuz i wan to tok to him.. we haf been sms-ing each other alot everyday.. 1 day mini 40 msg..ytd.. i was supposed to study for my amaths.. in e end.. i wanted to talk to him on msn so i went online.. den i dun feel like studying liao.. we tok alot dat day.. he told me i'm already saved in his best fren list le.. n i told him he's aso one of my best fren le.. he told me he enjoyed talking to me.. haha.. me too =)).. & we both noe abt it.. he apologised to me for making me sad on sunday.. today we tok on e fone.. i tink awhile oni.. ard 10 mins.. we juz kept suaning each other.. becuz he forget to bring his key.. so he'll have to sit outside until his mum or sis cum back.. so i sms asked him whether he wan me call him not.. so dat he wun feel bored.. he said suibian.. i replied no suibian.. i aso dunno whether he wan tok to me nt.. he replied he wan.. bt he wan me to start a topic =).. den suddenly cut off cuz his fone no batt.. bt he called back later to say sorry.. he said if gt any qn abt maple.. can call him to ask him.. i tink he slp le.. cuz he nv reply my msg.. & now.. i felt so troubled.. i really wonder i still like qh or i'm starting to like wc.. =(
