today is qihao's big day i suppose.. his wushu competition.. i really hope he will win.. well... when i found out that he injured his leg's muscles again.. i was extremely sad.. i dunnno wad was happening to me at tat pt of tym.. u could see tears in my eyes.. i was so heartbroken for him.. i could feel e pain in me.. pls.. dun overexert urself too much... i dun wish to see u gg thru all those pains.. well.. i guess after tis com.. he will probably rest a while & prepare for his prelims which is coming up very soon.. i dunno where is he right now... but i hope to see him win later.. i really do so.. i juz care so much for him i suppose.. i noe i should not do that... i noe if anything was to be wrong.. i will be e one who will be miserable at e end of day.. i guess i'm starting to show my feelings towards him le.. but i really dunno how he feels towards me.. oh man.. i hate tis..i'm afraid that he will reject me.. i wun dun to be heartborken again.. he is such a nice guy.. i dun wan to lose him..
well.. prelims is really coming up real soon.. & i'm already feeling e stress.. i'm afraid.. i's really very scared of eng.. i dun wan to fail.. i haven even pass eng since e beginning of e yr.. o lvl is coming real soon.. i hope to get at lest a b3.. or even beta.. distinctions.. pls god.. bless me.. for i'm afraid to be disappointed.. if i were to fail eng.. i tell u.. my future will be ruined.. no!! tis wun happen.. i will still do my very best for eng.. i hope i'm improving.. i really do so.. at least for my compre & summary..i'm improving.. but for section 1 & 2.. i'm scared.. stupid tense errors, subject verb agreement.. expression.. they are giving me headache.. shit man.. i really hope on e day of my eng prelims & o lvl.. god will give me a wonderful eyes dat no stupid mistake can ever be spared on my paper.. IT MUZ BE ERROR FREE.........no error pls.. argh..... so scary..
well.. i will be gg to see qihao com later.. wif gavin & fz.. & teck xiang, weicong they all will also be there.. let him win.. =)
be my soul with you =P
