a moment ago.. i thought everything is gonna give up on me..... i feel so lost... so empty.. i hate what i am now.. i feel like a nobody... useless chap.. sometimes i even think i zhi zhuo duo qing... yea.... i dunno how i feel now.. life's so boring... cant go for training and even going out... i wanna be in the dragonboat team... but with the conditions i'm in now.... i can forget everything about it.....
wo zhi xiang he ni zai yi qi...