Monday, September 28, 2009
was working at the Popular Fair @ expo for the last few days.
it's tiring doing the setting up and the dismantling with no air con.
it's so stuffy inside.
the fair lasted for 3 days.
Fri Sat and Sun.
Fri was my off day.
Sat 10am to 8pm. Gosh the time past so so slowly! and i could feel my legs splitting apart as the day dragged longer. Eileen and Zy had to leave early that day. Making me feel even more sianz. Lucky daddy decided to be nice and sent me home =D
Sun was from 10am to 10pm. The supervisor that day was not as strict as the previous day. so i got to walk around as and when i like. HAHA!
but anyway im glad that my friends are working with me. =D *you guys know who you are ;)
Monday, September 28, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
"Nothing hurts more than realizing they meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to them."
so so true isn't it?
i feel sadness.
i feel anger.
i feel sour.
i feel happiness.
he has given me the mixture of all the emotions.
he can bring me up so high up a mountain but yet kick me down deep into the trenches.
sometimes i really do not know where do i stand in his heart.
or do i even have a status in the first time.
the ignorance. the dont-have-to-bother face. the tone. the feelings.
i hate it!
i can feel so happy next to him and once the minute hand spins one round, im back to depression, thinking why he cannot do that for me. why he cannot go that extra mile for me.
i can cry of sorrow over him.
i can even shed tears of anger, thinking about the unfair treatment im receiving.
he is turning me round and round and round. im like a lost ant in a maze.
the walls are too high for me. to the maze, im just a minute little animal.
trying to break myself free from everything.
i try to find peace within myself.
i convince myself nothing bad will be happening.
i find excuses for him to make myself feel better.
i have given him almost everything.
my heart my soul my emotions are within his control.
as and when he likes.. he can just pressed the "power on" button on the remote control and talks to me.
he can also switched to other channels and make me feel jealous.
he can also switched off the television and ignore me totally.
"It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. "
Monday, September 28, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Saturday, September 19, 2009
the airport is definitely a place full of emotions.
真的是悲欢离合，感触良多。
unknowingly, you will be in tears when you see others bidding their goodbyes.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Friday, September 18, 2009
a moment of folly.
an apologetic smile
Friday, September 18, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Saturday, September 12, 2009
i like these 2 tees from Forever 21! =D
but i wonder if they can be found in Sg Stores.
If anyone of you, by any chance see these two shirts, INFORM ME! =) =)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Friday, September 11, 2009
hmmm i think im slow at diffentiating where is my left and right!
Friday, September 11, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Sunday, September 06, 2009
hmmm im craving for the followings:
- Swedish meatballs from IKEA
- Chicken Chop/ Cutlet from IKEA
- Spaghetti from PIZZA HUT! (sudden craving after watching the advertisement)
- Steaks from JACK'S PLACE
and im screaming for ICE CREAM! =D
Sunday, September 06, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Saturday, September 05, 2009
it has been a miserably- sick week for me.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
Thursday, September 03, 2009
i had my first driving lesson today! =D
so fun and exciting!
Thursday, September 03, 2009
dancing in the moonlight
