today is the 21st January 2010.
i CONFESSED my feelings for zi yang.
i feel so relieved now.
so much better now.
no more emo-ing.
no more getting depressed.
no more irrationality.
frankly, i dont really feel happy or sad.
but i have to admit my mood did get better.
i told him everything.
he was apologetic.
he did have good feelings for me before too.
however he did not accept nor reject me.
i know how he feels.
and yea. i think i can move on.
i know right now i wont fall for anyone else
i dont know when i will like someone else again.