i had a dream.
a dream i hope it will never happen.
because i dream of zy and clara.
and yes the thoughts of it still makes me disgusted and feeling sad.
maybe i should not expect too much.
for higher you pin your hope up high, the higher the chance you will stumble and fall.
how i hope he can spend my birthday with me.
how i hope he will eat dinner with me.
how i hope he will surprise me by standing outside my door steps.
so it's all wishful thinking on my part.
am i too demanding?
