*copied paste some from her blog*

have you ever felt redundant in perhaps some people's lives?

at times, you feel that they are actually much happier with others than they are with you.

it's like they dont enjoy your presence as much.

you feel insignificant and less important.

you feel that you are a subsitute for some other friends, or to basically fill up that empty seats.

others may say, "HEY! at least they are making an effort to fill you into those spaces!".

yeah, sounds logical however it will lead you to think and feel further.

yea i'm their friend but i'm not their priority.

the negative impression that you dont make any difference, with and without.

there is also a particularly group of people who only contact you when you are needed.

when they want to have fun, do they immediately think of you?

cant help but to feel being made used of. okay at least you are worth that value.

BUT LET'S ALL FACE THE HARSH REALITY!

it's HUMAN NATURE.

everyone is making use of each other.

at some points in your life, you will be struggling with all these negative emotions, but slowly, you wil get used to it.

unknowingly, you are making use of others too. (when you are upset over this kind of issue, do you or do you not talk to some people too)

life goes on as per normal. it's not like when you are upset, everyone has to slow down for you and emo with you.

momentarily, you find yourself wanting a great escape from this cruel and hard-hearted world.

GO ON! get into the virtual and fantasy world.

But remember, time doesnt wait for you.