hmm i dont really wish to bother for such things now.

but still i have some questions in my mind.

why do you say it would be nice if you meet me earlier?

are you telling me i may have the chance now?

after i admitted that im having confused thoughts last 3 weeks ago?

if you were to ask me again, i will have to reconsider again.

because i know how painful and miserable it was to go through that ordeal.

plus i already know that you may not love me as much.

the thoughts of it totally shunned me away from having a relationship with you.

plus i think i will still feel jealous.

yes my heart is always there.

but i choose to bury it deep, not to dig it out again.

plus i still feel you are a failure in handling LOVE RELATIONSHIP!

HAIZ